March 10th and a Third

[Intro] I begin to fall I begin to fall I begin to fall, fall, fall, fall... [Verse 1: Braille] Gravity got a hold of me Enemies tower over me It won't be over easy They scramble the frequency I hear voices try'na speak to me Try'na take my peace from me Even when they go away they leave with a piece of me I just wanna go our separate ways and live peaceably Put it all behind us, they continue to rewind it Add to the confusion when I'm looking for the minus And y'all took a piece But I don't know where mine is Maybe my greatest weakness was my kindness And I just need silence Why does it seem like violence is the only way to find a moment of peace and quiet Taking thoughts captive, so many to collect When they dance around my head while I'm close to the edge Don't push! I blame everyone but me Even though it's plain to see I was a kamikaze, that's right I'm the captain of my own ship Yeah, I'm the captain of my own ship- Wreck, lost at sea Living above the law Not that it was warranted Thinking I'm innocent Then they showed me where the warrant is I'm drowning in guilt My grave is the bed I made What I thought what was watching out for me was actually a Razor blade wrapped around my wrist Time wasn't on my side It didn't have me back when confronted with my pride Does it lead to the fall, I can't remember which is first It's the start of the end, December 1st as I burst through the clouds I'm leaving this whole world behind me Must have forgot that this world lives inside me I tried to escape, I was flying but I fell When you buy into the lie, it's your soul that you sell I was falling to my death but before the sun set The Son stepped in my place The one who gave me breath took the fall so I fell In the palms of His hands And I fell to my knees and surrendered my plans Now I'm close to the Son, walking in the light Waiting for the day when my faith turns to flight [Bridge] I begin to fall [Verse 2: JGivens] Sometimes I feel like Harvey Dent with two faces Reminded death is a choice That's only a flip away Of a coin and I'm tired of flipping like birds in a gym-nest Directed by Wes Craven or Hitchcock nonetheless I'm tired I'm so tired of being strong in front of the choir And retched when I'm alone and I'm jaded I hate it I hate my sin I hate it, I hate it, I hate it, I hate it, I hate it I hate the reason Why I think they say I'm their favorite As soon as they play it as if the music I'm making Could substitute for any one or Two of the hundred and fifty from David I'm Saul when I'm naked I'm falling in anguish They all thinking if there's a K or a M on your followers then that probably mean that I'm famous and these are pre-teens that say this Try to escape it I'm not and I don't, I don't want to be Till the benefits of it hover in front of me How I'm gon' to live up to Humble Beast When I'm mumbling Underneath tumbling from a tree Of the knowledge of good and the Evil deceitful covering up with the public me And now I’m wondering, what Good is the motor of running-backs that keep fumbling? Does he dream of the day that we play it up on the jumbo screen? Lupe Fiasco was view like liquor and food Just to prove you are just as fly as the coolest Judas with Jesus Piece nooses and submarines See I had other dreams try'na fill other shoes And now I covet you You in that office despising your ten to two And you, turning in missing an assignments, tired of school Sometimes the grass you thinking is greener is really blue There is a beast lying beneath at the surface searching for food There's a reason why wisdom always seems to run from a fool Sometimes the beast ain't the serpent it's really you, so Stay more submitted Take your repentance like way more serious than mere confession and scream out mayday with more intentions to change the traditions Stay more in spirit Wait for what you say the spirit can prove And mention @prayforjgivens A name that I pray you do