Downfall

[Verse 1] You should hide your money from me Put the Amex in the ottoman And then I won't remember Because the Xanax and Klonopin My lawyer told me that I really got to change my ways And I'll be lucky if I don't end up in jail in a couple days Because I done fucked up To my family no surprise And to come home and have to look my momma into her eyes Man, it hurts And the way I live is dangerous One of those bloodshot dilated entertainers, I am But don't really want them to see this Have a seat and tell a friend welcome to my theatre More like an arena the way these people are watching me I bet on one finger you can count how many talk to me Disgusted Put my life up in discussion like How much is he drinkin' Who is it that Jezzy's fucking, not you It's probably what brought the worrys up And to be honest I wish that this bartender would hurry up Mid-summers nights dream, drink it straight Oh yeah, drink it straight until your wasted, okay Now I bet you'll get deeper, hardly hold your body up Your arms up on that pile of cedar You're just too good, huh? Never went to college either You're a certified fuck up, goals say you'll never meet them, 'tis the season Already hate me? let me give you a reason, you never knew Jezzy? We'll here's your chance to meet him Look You think a pastor's seen a lot of deaths? I barely got any of my family left Buy some candles down the road, but you going to send me on Cause my vision is too blurred and these goals are trying to just set me off O.D O.D Yeah, let this shit just get national Put the camera on and with the needle when he's passing Now my heart is on my sleeve if there's anything you should ask about Dad, you always taught me the best Now the only thing I have left is this necklace on my chest And the drink that's on my desk and it's running up in my veins Who knew when you fill out that it isn't box out all the pain It's insane I'm running out reckless up in this game Screaming out a bunch of names and I'm lookin out where I hang Just found out the fam do it, like tens years up in the jail This shit is said and they didn't even set no bail I don't know if I even care about myself anymore All my life is in a bottle, all on my shelf and on my floor And people knockin on my door and peaking in through my window Just to make sure I'm alive living up in those lights are dim low Crash cars get arrested, school not interested My family fears on that wall that I'll never learn my lesson That's a present to you I try to care what people think But I'm too selfish, I'll never pour it in the sink I'll never take this knife about my hand I'll never let her see another man I'll never be the guy you all want me to Cause I got demons and they still all haunt me too They take my soul, they cut me up So deep really isn't deep enough I'll easen up and send bottle and a bullet Gimme one more drink before go ahead and pull it, Jezzy