Tranquility

[Intro] I don't even talk on songs no more.. I just rap I be wanting to tell y'all things but.. I only have so much time to actually tell you Just walk with me Let me tell you how I found Tranquility [Verse] I used to look into the mirror & not see a reflection An imperfected human just lookin' to be perfection I made countless mistakes I'm tryna be my correction & the pain was so Great I suffered from the Depression The hearts that I shattered & the promises I've broken Only shows what I became so many words I haven't spoken So many things I should've said but never got the chance to You have all of the answers but I never got to ask you The woman of my dreams? Eventually became my biggest nightmare Took my heart & broke it now I'm wonderin' why I'm here I knew that in the past with women prior to her I hurt, eventually she left me cryin' to her Remember the day she told me it's over she couldn't do it & I was there just wonderin' how could I be so stupid We never had no problems we never would even fight Until the night her father left her & her mother I was like Nah baby just keep it chill you gon' be alright that's forreal She tellin' me that we over I'm thinkin' "Yo what's the deal?" She told me.. She could no longer focus on us I told her don't worry bout him & that's when we start to fuss She cryin' over the phone gettin' louder startin' cuss I said you better respect me chill out, yo what the fuck I told you that I will care for you, always will I love you If you takin' care of me, then I'm takin' care of us But I guess she had different plans Or maybe there was a different man How long was I supposed to be with her? I swear to God I gave her good dick but still she treated me like I'm a minute man I don't know, what is it man? I guess I'm good at pickin' women man What if I start treatin' these hoes like I don't give a damn? I guess I gotta be the same as these niggas to be considered as a different man But I'm a nigga with a different plan To speak the words that wasn't written, damn I swear I got this I'ma kill it fam No longer takin' pics of all my accomplishments I'ma switch to cam & I'll record the look on everyone's faces soon as I make it Cuz the look inside their eyes is just screamin' out "Man I hate it" That's cool, cuz I ain't trippin' There's niggas up in my mentions shittin' on me I ain't bitchin' Cuz I favorite all the hate, to remind me where I came from Remind me where I got my name from They said Jesus was the savior, when I started rappin' Niggas looked at both of us & said "They gotta be the same one" Heh.. It's crazy at how they look at me It's quite an honor truthfully The way I lay my words on top of the beat, so very beautifully The fans are treatin' me like I'm a star it's still new to me Forever I will remain humble I welcome you to my jungle It's either love me or I'm screamin' out fuck you Crazy how you'll start to hate me but I'm still gon' say I love you & that's to the people rockin' with me right now Danny Green in the booth, I'm shootin' the lights out They tellin' me that I'm nice, & I be like "how?" Because you step up to the mic & other rappers pipe down I told 'em, the pressure that you're puttin' on me is honestly nothin' to me Ain't nobody fuckin' wit me & they will be luckily Able to hear my mumbling anytime when I speak Pushin' the bar up givin' rappers their Halos they better reach I am, the meaning of a lyricist Cuz I take all my pain & put it into this LeBron James of my era you are witnessin' I got you all into my bars, you're now my prisoners There ain't nothin' I'd rather do than this To all my fans y'all are the proof to this No matter what I may be goin' through because it is a stupid bitch I'll write crack in these lines & give it to you to sniff No longer am I depressed No longer wakin' up every day walkin' round with regrets I'm high, what you expect? & when I die I pray you never forget Me, I pray you all live healthy I'm broke as a joke, but still be rappin' like I'm wealthy I don't have all of the money but I have a good reason To wake up, to see my mother happy now I'm cheesin', damn [Outro] I'm happy now I'm happy where I'm at I'm at peace. It took me a while but, after some soul searching I ain't find myself, I created myself I built myself from the ground up You can't find what you haven't lost yet Zero