Serenity

[Intro] Hey baby... Look at you.. You're so beautiful Listen to me, alright? Daddy needs to tell you something Just hear me out.. (Verse 1) When you hear this I hope that you understand That I, was always tryna be the man That your mother fell in love with.. It will be different I can tell you that & I would never lie to you, I will only tell you facts In 6 months you'll be hurtin' your mother's back A full meal to her will feel like just a snack Because she is feeding you, the little soul that's already so beautiful I love you unconditionally, I hope it's mutual But there's a secret I must tell you I'm here to help you.. I'm tryna make you hell proof But.. You're not only my daughter You are the sins that I carry because of my father You see in life you are your own author Don't let somebody write your life out of what they thought up & see the thing is, the problem is you won't believe it But, you are a blessing from my inner demons.. Thank God for you [Hook 1: Jewlz + (Vanity)] *Phone Rings* (Yo). Bro.. (Whaddup, man?) What would you do if I told you I had a daughter? (I wouldn't believe you.) Why not? (Because I don't see, in the time I've known you, any sign that you would I'd be in shock, but I'd accept it.. Why?) I just wanted to know (Shut up.. Why?!) (Verse 2) You'll learn at sixteen I know it You'll find a boyfriend but you won't ever try to show it Because you will be scared of what I might do Baby I just wanna see if he really likes you Because, boys, don't know how act & I know this for a fact because I think about my past & how I was an ass to the women before, ya mother I was a mother fu-- Mmm don't let me catch you cussin' But.. The truth is I was ruthless & I was so, clueless, the proof is The broken heart I carry like it's casual & since we share the same genes I don't wanna pass it to you I told myself, that if a daughter's my first-born That you are the blessing from all my sins I must learn from I wrote verses of all my regrets & I burned them Of all the sins my father committed I am the worst one [Hook 2: Jewlz + (Young Novelist)] *Phone Rings* (Yo.) Yo bro.. (Yo?) What would you do if I told you I had a daughter? (I'd be like 'that's crazy', nigga.. I don't know I would've been like 'damn nigga you got caught slippin'?) *Jewlz laughs* ('Congrats my nigga, what happened? When did this happen?') It would just be unexpected? (Yeah... Why?) (Verse 3) See what I've done is so pitiful Expecting guys to treat you like a queen is hypocritical Cuz if I couldn't do it myself, then why should they Guess God had an answer for me since I didn't pray Or, since I never paid, attention, to anything that I'm doin' I was, abusive to many women But never did I lay a finger on 'em wrong... by choice I destroyed so many hearts with the words in my voice I can't take back words, if I said it, I prolly meant it But lookin' back I now regret it But I have no choice but accept it I hope my next chick knows I learned my lesson Better yet I want my future wife to know it I learn my lesson & I know exactly how to show it I'm practicing more than I'm preachin' now it's time I focus On the only thing that matters you are so important You are an image of your father but I know, you're not like me Even though there is a chance that you might be You are my princess, & no boy will ever be good enough for you But I hope that when he comes he loves you But never will he love you more than me & I mean it baby I do & if he tells you that he does then he may be a fool You are my blessing, thank God that he brang me to you Thought I didn't have to change me, but maybe I do, because I met you