A Prayer

[Intro] Uh... Yeah... This feels legendary I'm just lookin' for myself, man (Verse 1) You are now entering every deepest secret within the mind of a broken one The same time, he is the Chosen One Look in his eyes & you know it's him J-E-W-L-Z, go 'head just show it to 'em I am the future of every broken voice in the system Because the people just don't wanna listen I am overlooked, so when I see that it's missin' I box out, I come out wit the rebound & then I begin To break it down, I cross over from a different realm An angel sent to come give 'em Hell Who am I to you tell me never tell them Because they do not understand somethin' that give no interest I am the story they fear, to ever read I give 'em rap & it's pure, that's all that they'll ever need Music is indicating I'm dying indeed R.I.P., to the person I normally used to be (Hook) Dear Father can you hear me Please tell me that you're listenin' clearly I know we haven't spoken I apologize But for the sake of my sanity can we please just compromise? This is my prayer This is my prayer Put all of ya hands in the air Come wit me I think I'm ready to really now give 'em a prayer (Verse 2) I get lifted cuz I'm dragged on the floor Mentally I'm flyin' but when I return I feel like I never left it before Here I am beggin' for more Like I ain't ever put my heart into the mic, I'll settle the score I am fighting within myself & I'm losing you can't see it This time I really need Jesus If he is my father then he sees this Act like you behind me I think I'm hearin' him breathin' Oh man this blunt done got me paranoid, this is real life man What if Jesus was a real life man? If I ever see him then I'll be like damn I didn't mean the jokes that you know that me & Van Be sayin' cuz we don't believe in a lot of shit Like how we know you even really even talked about Apocalypse I hear the bible got a lot of lips I'm tryna find out who in there talked just talk a lot of shit (Hook) (Verse 3) I'm not perfect & I know you'll never let me be Cuz if the fruit tell the truth, you should let me see You are the father of the family why the hidden stuff? Is it because I never listen up? For all the years I had rejected you, never accepted you You called but I never let you through I guess my fear of what I tell to you Will make me wonder if you'll tell me "Jewlz the Hell wit'chu" I'm tellin' you, you are not easy to talk to You never talk back, sorry if I'm kinda rude It's just for years, they tell me give my soul to you That you'll grant me eternal happiness how I know it's true? Please don't think I made this for insultin' you I'm listening but I don't think you have spoken the truth Father forgive me I'm learning to keep my head up Pin me on the cross wit my chest up, no regrets, uh (Hook: x2) [Outro] Father forgive me, for I am looking for wisdom & truth But I guess deep down that just means I'm looking for you