Take Me

[Intro] (Baby) Yea, though I walk through the valley In the shadow of darkness, praying to God heartless (Take me) Wake me up, don't forsake me (Take me) I pray hard, don't leave me waiting, please (Baby) Yea, though I walk through the valley In the shadow of darkness, praying to God heartless (Take me) Wake me up, don't forsake me (Take me) I pray hard, don't leave me waiting, please [Verse 1] Oh lord, I'm having issues, more deep than American missiles Shooting commuter planes and filing emissions official I've hit depression hard and started to pick at the scabs From the scar, I'm a mess addressing pain in a bar, I confess Cause all the rest just mar shit, chest in a cast Feeling urges just to test out a casket, bless me I'm blasphemous Jesus pass the fifth, I... have to get lit Masochist self I'm only half of the health I was born with (Baby) Save me, take me up high like 'dro But way far past the stars and the sky I'm blinding pain like I'm a junkie shooting up with Emotional novacaine, I'm floating provoking the angels to jump me In layman's terms, faith's been blurred, even early I scratched crayon in between the holy word I pray on, but still (Baby) Three gone, and maybe I'm in barren land God help me, I'm having trouble with your master plan so [Hook] (Take Me) the shadows of valleys of death, God (Take me) when I'm shooting, taking last breaths hard (Baby) I want to walk through the valleys praying lord Will you help me, save me God, won't you tell me, tell me (Take me) Cause I'm losing my faith, bless me (Take me) Cause this world just wanna test me You see this dirty knife on the floor, this chrome nine in my hand These foul thoughts in my conscious, constantly understand See we taught to believe if you can touch it and see it, it must Be real so go believe it. But I've never seen Jesus I've never seen God, so he's only a thesis And I'm questioning all these things in my time to depart I know it's written suicide is giving hell and devils privilege Only wicked heathens commit it, sin of ages, well fuck it, bring it! Lately I've been waking early mornings screaming "Save me," dreams of seven horsemen chasing Jean, hastening speed So I'm raising the barrel envisioning marrow Splashed on the wall and polka dotting all my apparel And maybe, Ginsu blades through skin will slay And split thin veins instead of loading clips that spray And if I'm meant to stay, then I'll just pass through the gates And fall a long way back to Earth, so why don't you just [Hook] [Verse 3] You can see the pain twist my face from a distance The body's windows glistening red hot from all of the indo Thinking of my next of kinfolk, my mama Opening doors, crimson billows spread out on the pillows and floor I gotta block it out. I'm set on knocking out Lock and aim and I'm dropping my frame quick when I pop in the brain And if God's omnipotent, will he slip in and change And move the pistol so it shoots out of range and the lead whistles? (Baby) Maybe he's just playing; it'll ricochet And cripple me strictly for questioning, give me life to the pain Sickle-shaped body bent in the middle So little kids who pass me harass me and giggle My figure's itching to touch on the answers Hard-headed like exotic dancers' nipples Picturing the bullets ripping the skin on the mantle I'm holding Pull back and blow the wick right off the candle Throw a kiss until the world's out of focus So now (take me)