Going Crazy

{*harmonizes*} [Verse 1] Walkin' down a dark alley, shook as a bitch, lookin' behind me (shit) I'm paranoid, heart beatin' like clips that unload fast And click 'til you drop in a ditch And get colder by the moment while you moan and you twitch, oh Somebody's followin' Jean Now somethin's creepin' up 'tween the shadows and the city lights And it's mean I can't sleep no more Can't eat, can't keep food inside of my jaw Pardon me y'all I feel it in the air like I'm Phil Collins The whole problem is ill, my first instinct's to get violent I can't see it clearly, God wished me safety If He ever appears then please just God take me I'm hearin' words spoken when I'm turnin' off the lights Feelin' hands chokin' my neck, provokin' me to fight Jean's lost it, sweet Jesus, mind's been accosted In prison and these visions and yo, I can't come off it Oh God [Hook] I think I'm goin' crazy Oh Lord I'd wish you'd save me (Oh God) I can't keep runnin' Please, somebody save me (Oh Lord, la la la la) Uh huh, uh huh, uh huh {*harmonizes*} [Verse 2] I'm thinkin' it's some Geto Boys +Mind Playin' Tricks on Me+, shit And I'm Bushwick punchin' the ground and Willie D's Holdin' me down to my knees while I'm poundin' my teeth on the street Until my backbone is splittin', everything bleeds Man I need help or counselin', somethin' How about I Ed Norton it? Find a support group Start frontin' like I been afflicted with sickness Just witness some pain, get some sleep, and just maybe I'll kick this Insane cliques of dangerous agents from "The Matrix" Invadin' brain space I need a refill of pills, I hate this Gats'll hold me back from smashin' my grill And equal package of holdin' nerves back from they will I'm backtrackin' through the nightmares Fight tears, drown beers like I'm Norm avoidin' Vera in "Cheers" Much older then years I'm still runnin' from 'em, all fears, runnin' runnin' [Hook] I think I'm goin' crazy (uh huh) Oh Lord I'd wish you'd save me (Oh God) I can't keep runnin' Please, somebody save me (Oh Lord, la la la la) Uh huh, uh huh, uh huh {*harmonizes*} [Verse 3] It's a Rockwell song, niggas are watchin' me through my cell phone I can hear the tappin' through the dial tone They track me, hack me, somebody's gonna get me hectic now My neck twitch and muscles stay restless Brain patterns scattered, hectic hexes on the mind (where they at?) Suspected everyone I ever met Better yet lately I've been thinkin' I'd been better dead Put a bullet hole inside my fitted cap and call it end The story's ill because the motherfuckers never let up My mental thrills cuz my Spidey senses always get up I let off, I let go I lick shots so they know that I fight My neighbors call the cops every night (shit) I won't answer the do' cuz I'm scared And the dro just won't help but I smoke just to get me right I see 'em creepin' in the dark, comin' for me Demons on my terrace and menace in the shadows, I'm scared nigga [Hook] I think I'm goin' crazy (uh huh) Oh Lord I'd wish you'd save me (Oh God) I can't keep runnin' Please, somebody save me (Oh Lord, la la la la) Uh huh, uh huh, uh huh {*harmonizes*} I think I'm goin' crazy Oh Lord I'd wish you'd save me (Oh God) I can't keep runnin' Please, somebody save me (Oh Lord, la la la la) Uh huh, uh huh, uh huh {*harmonizes*}