Desperada

[Intro] Wait...wait...wait...I'm not ready yet... [Verse One] Then I lay me down on this cold floor Oh Lord I hope for the cloaked, no intervention saw That's where I paused, Jeanie, many more fleeting moments Heck, you just cheating yourself from meeting I can breathe a ton of these demons into my lungs And I beat 'em no matter what self defeating attack comes I put the past in the closet, leave it behind Locked under key I would cast aside until I needed it padlocked Put in a stash box, move it along I learned how to learn patience and when acting is wrong Turn 360 leisurely, pessimism know her and he grieve with me Bleed with me, then I got sober, it agrees with me I moderated shots slower Finding the piece of me, thank God it was over I'm here [Hook] {x2} I couldn't imagine why I was granted a second chance at life But I'm so glad that I saw the light And I see now my purpose right My purpose right [Verse Two] Just think, what have I accomplished? End of my life bonkers What other pill to conquer It would've just been awkward Roommates explaining and didn't know why I changed Since little before I named some pitiful reason lame or Breaking down doors had even burst in tears Grieving nurses to fear Even land lady just standing and looking all fucked up Like look what the fuck kids Then cuff someone's arrested for punching a chest in Wait Just glad it never had to happen that way I never would have had an album Never had met Collin Never had been travelling Never had new problems Never learned how to solve 'em Never knew I'd evolve then [Hook] [Bridge] {x2} And now I lay me down to sleep I pray the Lord my soul to keep If I should die before I wake Wait