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I keep saying Imma find a love, but here I go Feeling the worsening of feelings from a year ago Can't fill in boxes on the internet, it's weird though Can't put my pictures up cause they're a mirror for Some creeping snitches who'd be like Jeannie is on sites And then it turns into them clicking all the wrong types Then turns to gossip possibly up in the Twitter streets And then it's just the freaks, and me It's really not appealing so I'd rather give it nothing no Energy for the men and me expended in the clubbing I was clubbing as an adolescent, my values less than my pals My gals and me were never needed on the guest list Maturity’s a blessing I want bourbon and investments, a permanent address Even Murder Myrtle has changed It ain't a certainty to personally wanna evolve, I seen a lot of stunted growth and Folks who stumble in jobs, and I don't mean puncture folks balloons in front of their moms But you be popping shit about them man what when they're gone I can't take complaints about your babies you made life I can't make a date to come around if you ain't right Man I don't wanna watch Worldstar you ain't fight You'd think you'd learn better things in your twenties, ha You'd better burn your thoughts of learning get your nerves ready And get your purse ready honey everything is money get fucking Nurse Betty Nutty with personal problems And get your first divorce maybe these are verses options Even your opticals are changing, you prefer vodka Drop Henny to drop calories, opt out of block parties or rap parties And back out of brunches with a bunch of motherfuckers you don't even like Doing it to prove to your what, you're losing in your life And you discover things, that other things really more important You're reading more again, you're seeking seasons more than often Seeking offices, making travel, meeting offers, meeting deadlines, speaking more And leaving awkward, but being cool with it later, I'll leave when I wanna I'm cooler now than I would ever think about my number