Call Me Guilty

[Dialogue:] [Jazmine:] Mom [Jazmine's Mom:] What's the matter, Jaz? [Jazmine:] He did it again. He hit me [Jazmine's Mom:] He did what? Calm down, OK. Calm down [Jazmine:] I'ma kill him [Jazmine's Mom:] Listen to me... [Jazmine:] I'ma kill him. I know I'ma kill him [Jazmine's Mom:] Listen to me. Get your stuff and come home [Jazmine:] I can't come home. I'm a kill him. I'm a do it [Verse 1] I'm sitting contemplating Is it worth it, should I take it? Take that shot and change my life Get that Glock and take his life Hospitals and bloody noses This would end all, I suppose that I could leave Knowing I can't leave So it's either him or me Cause he's gon' kill me if I stay I know He's gon' kill me, he can't change I know From the first time that he did it Made a promise that he'd quit it (shit) It's gotten so much worse Don't wanna end up in a hearse I guess I gotta do it first Guess I gotta do it first [Chorus:] I can't go back now, back now, I'm runnin' Nowhere to go cops, I hear them comin' But if they catch me I still ain't sorry If that was wrong just call me guilty Cause if you knew what he did to me I know I would get your sympathy So if they catch me I still ain't sorry Just lock me up and call me guilty [Verse 2] I did it, pulled the trigger It wasn't so hard to figure Before I did it I said "This was for all the blood I shed." For all the women who've gone through this shit Can't think of what to do (this shit) Done tore 'em up inside and out Whose still trynna get out He's gon' kill you if you stay I know I've been through this so yes I know I know he promised that he'd quit it If you believe him, girl forget it (shit) You know I'm right Don't wanna see him take your life And it will only just get worse That's why I had to do it first [Repeat Chorus] [Bridge] There's so much blood, I grab my stuff But before I could leave, the cops busted in "You have the right to remain silent" No, I have the right to stay alive But guess what, I'd do it again He woulda killed me before I killed him It woulda been him up in this building It woulda been him faking tears But what's funny is that I'm the one standing here [Repeat Chorus]