Rainstorm

[Intro] In life sometimes..the stress is too overwhelming But still I rise, above the storm [Verse 1] And although some say that I've given up, maybe I just give a fuck I quit bud, now I'm stuck here getting drunk I spent my whole life tryna chase the rush And I, lost track of what mattered most (mattered most) I'm tired of trying for everybody Instead of just trying for myself (for myself) I'm tired of just smiling for everybody When I really wanna cry to myself (to myself) You see, my life feels depleted Meanwhile my pride's still undefeated Now I'm hopelessly picking up the pieces Babymoms, my mom and God is who I plead with Lost a few good friends to this music Now a few good friends think I'm foolish Clueless, that deep down I just wanna die Cause if I don't swallow pride, I know they won't apologize [Hook] This just the product of a lonely mind You could have the sunshine, the rain is only mine Said, this just the product of a lonely mind You could have the sunshine, this rainstorm is only mine This just the product of a lonely miiiiind This just the product of a lonely miiind This just the product of a lonely mind You could have the sunshine, this rainstorm is only mine [Verse 2] I'm all alone in my room, staring at candles My mind zooms back to all the stress I can't handle Can't help but to laugh at the shame As I pop 3 pills just to Xanax the pain, then I Walked to the mirror, got a glimpse of my reflection Had a vision I was rich and I was famous, I finally made it.. Snapped back to reality Tingling with the chills, the pills kicking in rapidly Proceeded to rollin some weed & Inhale, exhale these feelings See, I'm breathing out demons I'm not friends with her, tired of people asking 'bout Jessica She could do what she want as long as I ain't standing next to her Took a shot out of the bottle of Jack Threw it back, then I finished the bottle and I was shmacked Collapsed on the bed, I'll be fine by tomorrow But I had a nightmare that I drowned in my sorrows [Hook] This just the product of a lonely mind You could have the sunshine, the rain is only mine Said, this just the product of a lonely mind You could have the sunshine, this rainstorm is only mine This just the product of a lonely miiiiind This just the product of a lonely miiind This just the product of a lonely mind You could have the sunshine, this rainstorm is only mine