Jessica's Interlude

[Verse 1] I find it quite fucked up How life switches when you least expect Things you once loved, now you deeply regret Reality becomes stress, stress to depression Depressions leads to medicine, pills teach lessons Without question, rough days get me upset I numb the pain mixing liquor with some percocets I'm a nervous wreck, in and out of court Child support could get every cent out of my worthless checks Could of sworn on my balls you ignored my flaws The day you called, told me you'd stay through it all The bad, the good Rich, ugly, poor Now you're gone, fuck you told me you loved me for? Not to get at you, but I'm a bit confused At how this verse turned into Jessica's interlude I had a thing for you, maybe I'm just missing you The old you, not this new improved different you, uh [Hook] Can I please get some damn sun (damn sun) In exchange for a rainy day (rainy day) Cause if I didn't have to ask her (ask her) Then I would be with my son each and every day (every day) I'm trying to trade in some bad luck (bad luck) For some happiness on a day to day (day to day) Cause if I didn't have to ask her (ask her) Then I would be with my son each and every day (every day) [Verse 2] Ain't it crazy how life changes people? I can't even find the words, that could begin to describe How I feel when I see you But you don't see me Well you do, but you look down and keep it moving As if it's that easy How could she treat me as if I was invisible Only goes to prove the love she had for me was fictional All I wanted was a family Now I never get the chance to see my son cause she mad at me She rather me go to court and file for visitation Then let me spend a little time Just a man in search for some liberation I'm asking God for a sign You see she has a new boyfriend (boyfriend) And they doing just fine Plus to her I'm just worthless (worthless) Nothing but a waste of time [Hook] Can I please get some damn sun (damn sun) In exchange for a rainy day (rainy day) Cause if I didn't have to ask her (ask her) Then I would be with my son each and every day (every day) I'm trying to trade in some bad luck (bad luck) For some happiness on a day to day (day to day) Cause if I didn't have to ask her (ask her) Then I would be with my son each and every day (every day)