Why Can't I Sleep

[Hook] I wake up, from dreaming, no one can see what I've seen So cold but, not freezing, I can't tell if this is a dream I want it, I need it, so close but not in my reach I'll get it, I'll seize it, I don't know why I can't sleep [Verse 1] If I don't wake up, please don't revive me I'm tired of life when it's dull and unlively Leave me to die, please I've already made my peace No I really haven't but the shit just keeps piling I don't want to end it, I just want it all to end If I could go back, I'd probably do it all again Not because I'm proud, but because I've made a trend Consecutive let downs, the game will never end Please blow the whistle, just call it a tie Everybody leave so I can close my fucking eyes I just need to go to sleep I'm tired of these lies Tired of trying to hide everything I have inside And I'm blind, blind of everything but my dreams Trying to find my way, in a hazy reality So I can climb in bed, and get under the sheets And finally relax, maybe I can go to sleep [Hook] [Verse 2] The sweat starts to pour, and my head begins to rush I can't figure out why I keep waking up The thought of you is fresh, and that's what really sucks Cuz I miss you, and I need you Without you I'm stuck Help me back up, help me gain control I don't want to lose the game but I've already paved the road And I'll follow to the end When I wake up, I'm there I just want to go home, tap my heels tug my hair I'm impaired by the layers of insomnia Thought I had it all, but I guess I was wrong when I Woke up and noticed that everything was gone In reality, I never had it all along See the thing is I can dream, but I can't fall asleep No good night's rest, waking up tired as can be Sewing up the seam, just to make it down the stream Maybe our lives are really better than our dreams [Hook]