The End

[Verse 1] This is where it starts, and this is where I end it This has been my past, and this is my present I don't care about the future so I make it all irrelevant Choices I've been choosing want to make me feel Hell sent Trying to rewind it, find out that I'm blinded Everything's a lie so I try to realize it Nothing will ever change it, not the fact that I'll be famous I'm still fucking anxious trying to reach my safe haven All I have is mental patience, all that's left is this anguish And I dread the realization all I've done has been wasted Just a toy being played with Tossed about and then hated Sitting in the corner watching others losing faith And almost everything I've known is starting to fall apart My world is crumbling down, as I dodge the falling stars It's funny to view our lives without knowing how they start Or if we really even exist, maybe I'm trying too hard To find a reason for my business Can we even live this shit? Walking in an abyss, dark and full of emptiness Cue the throbbing (?), bring in the hypocrites The liars and the thieves who are fighting just to live There's not much I can give, just my heart and my soul I need to let go, but I can't I might explode I might lose it, I lost it when I noticed I was Godless I'm obnoxious I have bought this trying to heal my fucking conscience [Hook] So that's the end of everything, and the world combines with dreams Heaven on Earth before it all ends Ignorance captures the mind and the wind [Verse 2] The rain begins to fall, and my mind begins to flood Even if I close my eyes all I see is miles of mud Every time I go to move, I slip and fall on my ass I guess that can happen growing up with out a dad I can't take it, I can't take it Every day I fucking face it All these faces making blatant configurations for the crazes Excel through the gates, mass produce the same fates I hope I can embrace your body, entire grace Is everything I've waited for And now I'm wading forth into my future Making it so they hate no more Battle scars and naked whores Is that what I'm fighting for? If I give up now, what's left to buy at stores? Nothing, there's nothing. So I might as well quit Delay the time a bit, bring in the Leviathan Have him terrorize the town, bring it down to the ground I search the rubble for my soul, but I can't dig it out I am stuck, my luck has finally run out Not like I had enough when I was trying to be proud Of everything I've done But I still run under the sun I still chase my hopes and dreams, but I'm hunting without a gun All I'll ever be is here, that's all I'll ever do I'll never leave this place, so don't ask me what's new No one ever fought with me, my future's not too promising Full of hopes and dreams that are calling out And knock-knocking [Hook] [Outro] So now there's no more shit to see I guess I'm finally fit to be A part of my own history, but only if you're listening And if you are then you know that I can do anything Rain or shine, snow or grime I'll find a way to live my dreams