Road Ahead

[Verse 1] I don't know where I'll be in a year from now Kick back, in class, or buried deep in the ground I'm just trying to make it known that I'm making it loud But nobody knows my name, it's like I haven't made a sound I'm climbing up the ladder, I can see the top ahead of me Ready to attack the game without the right weaponry You'll never see the better me if I end it all at seventeen Never say you beg for me so ready, go ahead on three Future's getting closer but I still don't have a clue As to what I want to do until I'm fucking 22 Until the fog clears, and I can see right through No idea, no plan B, no life to tell the truth As it stands right now, I'll never leave Connecticut Unless I go to hell, when I do, I'll still be celibate I'm better, don't you ever forget it when I wreck this shit Nah, I'm just playing, well maybe, I'm kind of hesitant [Hook] I swallow my pride Hope I choke and die Push it all down before I move it all aside Ain't no way I'm getting by There's no time for me to cry Working every day and getting nothing on the side I, know that everything will stay the same Even when freedom reigns or when the season's change Maybe we can break out this cage called our minds Or maybe we're all trapped inside waiting for our time [Verse 2] I never let 'em tell me what I could and couldn't do Because I knew it all along and I admit that it is true I will never make a record, never sign the dotted line Never achieve my life goals, never better my own mind I'm working every moment just to say that I had tried Even though it doesn't matter if you never hear my rhymes Never tell me anything about my own life Nobody knows it better cause I live it every night Nobody sees my dreams, they're buried deep in my thoughts If you think you can relate, try to get your help across Cause I'm lost without a clue, stumbled far away from truth Right into the arms of you, searching for something new So I just sit back and go along for the ride Play some music in my head just to pass a little time I can make it if I tried, I don't want you but I lied I will reach my life achievements even with my hands tied [Hook]