Long Days

[Verse 1] It's been a long day, soon as I get home Stumble through the door trying to take off my coat Start to undress, put on some different clothes Crash on my couch with my eyes wide closed And relax Maybe check my Twitter See who's either partying or being a baby sitter The designated driver, I didn't think that fit her See who's loving life or just being a fucking quitter Damn I'm sick of it, escape the stress and just chill Watch some TV and get some food that will fill My tummy full of yummy motherfucker get a clue I start to relax, and everything spills Damn I can't believe my fucking luck All I really want to do is, never give a fuck Block out the world with my eyes and ears shut And get away from stress but I think I might be stuck And now I'm calm and composed I keep shit bottled up so long it eventually explodes I'll never get past it all by eating Rocky Road Or coke through my nose, no only weed from a bowl I smoke up this pot, and forget about these thoughts Block my whole mind behind a haze of white box Keep escaping shit until the Devil comes and knocks On my door, I'll trade my soul and about everything I got God I'll trade it all just to change this routine I feel I'm in Hell, but I'm clearly stuck between All that's left to do is, I guess go to sleep And I hope I can dream of a way to find peace [Verse 2] One night I had a dream, I'd been following a stream In the middle of the night the only thing that could be seen Was the smile on your face, bringing light into the dark Like you filled my life with light, but you lack me in your heart I was moving away from you, slowly drifting out of focus Having you in my life was starting to seem hopeless And then I drifted through a door, the door remained open The stream had disappeared, but the darkness was not broken Demons lurked around me, as the happiness was floated above my head I couldn't reach it, the only thing I was hoping for Was you to walk right through that door With a heart that was wide open But dreams are just so, our minds can keep coping With reality, see actually it made me see how lonely I really am in real life, cold and self-loathing As I noticed this I woke up and glanced at my watch And noticed something different, all time had stopped As I got up out of bed, my world twisted and it skewed The colors started flashing going through different hues Then it was all white, and in the distance was a light I started to back up but it got closer in my sight And then it just vanished, it was dark as the night Then I woke up screaming with no reason for the fright After a stress-filled day, and a dream-filled night I really got to thinking about what I want in life