Left Behind

[Hook] Sitting in the back of the car! Seeing you and her in the front seat Every time I ask how far, what I really mean is why couldn't it be me? I don't want to be left behind, I don't want to be left behind I'm sick of always being the third wheel I don't want to be left behind [Verse 1] Condensation on the window, a frost bitten heart Driving down the road I'm in the back of the car Looking at shit passing by, if only I were half the guy That you always wanted. Would still have done it? My soul lost control but I wasn't even driving I wish we hit that pole, and I was the only one that died in a horrible accident My own suicide, and then I snap back I'm along for the ride I envisioned my own death Figured that I hit it now Dying all alone is how I figured I'd go out It's not that I want to do it, it's useless to try to move it It's just that I've got a clue And it made me see how stupid all these thoughts really are But I can't seem to shake 'em When I see a happy couple, all I want to do is make the memories go away I can take another day, I haven't been through enough pain Why can't they just get slain? [Hook] [Verse 2] Last girl to give me a chance completely fucked me over And ever since then, I've been sitting on the sofa Confused and grown colder Hoping it blows over while I'm getting the cold shoulder So I'm done, it's game over No more I'm sick of it, no less than a hypocrite Cuz it just repeats itself, never any different shit Never any piff to spliff, never any hits to get No more Mr. Nice Guy I'm fucking sick of it I don't want to be left behind any more I want to drive the car, push the pedal to the floor So I'm ready for the tours, have my mental be explored I'm ready for this world, all I need's a special girl No one understands all the loneliness I feel The pain from the wound is equally as real It won't go away, if I swallow a few pills I just need to sit back, hear the spinning of the wheels [Hook]