I'm Sorry

[Verse 1] I'm sorry I'm not perfect, I wish I could be better Always the problem child, and I'll stay that way forever I never was the smart kid, never made you proud When I came home with tests, What's this grade all about? I've always kinda felt like I wasn't good enough I didn't deserve this life, and I didn't deserve your love But you had my back through everything And now that I'm seventeen Making music every day And talking about smoking weed Even though you disagree, you know the dream lives in me And it thrives and pounds harder the more you believe in me I promise I'll pay you back with every dime I make Until the guilt that lives in me decides to goes away I remember from a young age I've always felt bad Like everything I did, was worst than the last I wish I could go back, I wish that I could fix it Do it all over so I don't grow to be a misfit [Hook] I'm sorry I'm not perfect X 8 [Verse 2] Dear Mommy I fucking love you As long as I'm here, nothing will ever bug you I know that me and Zach can always get under your nerves I just need to let you know that we'll never do our worst It don't matter what words I say in my songs You're the only one who knows me past this guise that I put on Try to trust me all you can, even past the disappointment I swear to fucking God I tried so hard to avoid it Try to do my best in any way you seeing fit In my mind, I will always feel like I don't amount to shit Not in your heart, not in your mind I wish I left it all behind I wish I lost my free spirit Just so you could see me shine Hit the books hard Excel and follow in your footsteps A scientist like you Or bio major like Zach is I don't understand that, I practiced But I love rap And even though I won't be like you I'll still find happiness [Hook]