I Fell Apart

[Verse 1] I fell apart And Time moved on If you think that you matter Well you're probably wrong You're not the center of the universe all along So fuck you and your bullshit, it'll soon be gone I remind myself daily to put other people first No matter how much it hurts, it's never worth the worst You never feel the burns Of losing friends in the works No amends in the works, and no bends in the words I fell apart, and got back up again But I still knew in my heart I was never destined to win Never the best of my friends, left out the rest of my sense Blinding myself in the end, and I won't do it again When your anger rages on, just protect what you care about Try to keep it close, make sure you know it's whereabouts Slimy mawfuckas never come and try to tear it out Feel my beating heart? Well it's there WHY I CARE TO SHOUT! I feel it beating every time I drink Even though you tried to stop me when I was up on the brink When I fell apart in the ER, it gave me time to think But I fucking ignored the messages that my heart would sing I felt encouraged, and that petition was worse But now when I drink Coke, my fucking chest hurts Ignorance is bliss, and being addicted's a curse But having people behind you is how you get past the worst It's the way that I am And nothing could ever stop me My heart's over working It doesn't help with coffee I'm a failure in my own eyes I've let down the people that I love the most and that's why Every night I dream of ways to pay them back when I rhyme And I've finally done it This is for them and those who Feel the same, willing to make amends Willing to travel to the farthest ends just to prove myself again