Cries for Help (Outro)

[Verse 1] I hate life, cuz nothing seems right The more I understand, the less I sleep at night From when I was a tyke, growing up feeling bites From my fatherless existence, which kept me out of line I know that no one's perfect, so it's not "I don't deserve it." It's just it don't seem worth it If I'm only feeling worthless But I want it and it's pertinent And I won't stop till I earn it Level heads don't chase what crazy fuckers yearning So I'm burning through this bag of weed Mass appeal means shit to me In the eyes of peers, I will always be the happy me Little do they know that I've been trying to break free Of this life that I've known living in reality I'm calling out for help but you take it as a joke Can't you see me struggling? Reasons why I smoke? To all my friends that care, there's one thing I invoke Please help me out, this ain't a fucking hoax [Hook] I know trying to wake up All cuz reality sucks No one tell me what my life is like You don't fucking live it every single fucking night And I know you want to be cured Low self-esteem or feeling insecure Every night I try not to be depressed But no matter what I do I can't get rid of the stress [Verse 2] I get weaker, and weaker, with every attempt I need to let it out, I need someone to vent Before I lose my mind, and the message is sent To my brain, I'm insane There's no reason for my shame How much can I take? How much longer in this cage? How many more years before I snap and slash my veins? Yea I do complain for reasons I can't explain The same reasons I contemplate the same shit every day Tears fall down my face, but only when alone No one seems to notice cuz, no one tries my phone When it's clear that what's not shown really matters the most I admit and you dismiss like it's just another poem Can't you see behind it? I'm crying out for help Slip past the simple minded when I'm tying up this belt No more trying, I'm in Hell Tried to find it all myself I've been blinded by emotions that are prying at my health