Time

[Verse 1] And I'm holding back tears I'm so scared I can't expose this fear I'm supposed to be so ahead this year I'm still at the starting line Man the pain just appears Maybe I should let it go Dreams drift away then the moonlight glows "She don't want you no more, Jarren, let the bitch go" Feel a void in my soul as she walk out the door Is it more to a man's ambition Then to be a musician for the whole world to listen And I don't want to be a statistic "Come on wake up JB where you listing" Only a few niggas make it Your options is minimal with no education They say think logical Stress will make a mother fucker think diabolical And I don't wanna give up And I don't wanna wake some days but I get up And I been hurting so long from a dream A gift from god to hold on [Verse 2] I'm still holding onto tears Thought my grandma was gonna pass away this year And I was so sad Don't let her pass while I'm stuck in New York I'm at my home boys pad Just thinking, I ain't spend enough time Caught up in my own shit I had a tough time Trying to be a rap legend, husband and a father I ain't spoken with my mama in a week it's getting harder And why is it so hard for me to express love To a woman that would give me the world that's so bum I feel numb Unenthusiastic, devoted so much time and my mind to this rap shit I can't get back time No delorian, no button to push rewind I think I'm losing my mind Somebody lie to me everything will be fine