Silence

[Hook: Sareena Dominguez] Time is tickin', yeah, it's tickin' away I waited all my life to say My misery hates company I'm at a loss for words, that's a first for me Silence is golden Go through the motions Silence is golden The same color that my throne is [Verse 1: Jarren Benton] Yeah, damn, can't believe that my homeboy dead I still feel shocked like I'm shot in the head I woke up and cried 'til my eyes turned red I wish it was a nightmare that I just had The coroner just put my nigga in a bodybag And his mama turned away cause she cannot witness that And I ain't know what to say when I was standin' with your dad Only thing that I could think was, "Goddamn, this is sad" Man, we was just laughin' on the weekend That was your goodbye, guess it just sinked in No words that I can jot with the ink pen To describe the way I feel, I guess I'm still grievin' I wish that I could bring my nigga back He ain't even know how much he meant to me and that was wack That I couldn't even express it 'til he layin' on his back At his fuckin' funeral when I ain't know how to react Yeah, we supposed to get rich together God had another plan for you that was better I send a prayer to your mama and your whole family Rest in peace, dog, you my homeboy forever Yeah, I know you livin' in the sky I wish I had a better way to tell my nigga "Bye" Make sure you cherish every moment that you spend with your people cause you never know tomorrow they could die Uh, you believed in me homie, yeah, and for that I thank you I know you're in a better place, probably up in heaven, crackin' jokes with them angels Never be forgotten as I'm writin' over violins I feel alone like I'm on my own island I think about my nigga every day like I'm at a loss for words as I drown in the silence [Hook: Sareena Dominguez] Time is tickin', yeah, it's tickin' away I waited all my life to say My misery hates company I'm at a loss for words, that's a first for me Silence is golden Go through the motions Silence is golden The same color that my throne is [Verse 2: Jarren Benton] Yeah, damn, there we go, not speakin' again? Out the front door a nigga leavin' again I rode around the city pissed off about some bullshit you said Make me feel like I ain't breathin' again I get back, and we ain't talked to each other for like two days Damn girl, who pissed in your Kool Aid? I apologize a trillion times, make it a trillion-one, but this time I'm too late Yeah, I guess you fed up with my shit To get through that cold heart I need an ice pick The look on your iris, so lifeless, remember them good times we had that was priceless? Damn, did I fuck you up that bad? You need space now, I guess I respect that I'm tryna break through them walls that you put up But I don't even know where your head at Yeah, I guess I better let her fly away It's hard to cope with the pain, I wanna die today I'll find a fuckin' hideaway to hibernate I sit and let this liquor wash the hurt like a tidal wave And oh yeah, by the way If I could take all the hurt back I'd find a way I guess I'll pop another pill so I can sleep and let my brains cook Like I put my head inside a microwave Yeah, now I feel like a loser I knew all the wrong I was doin', I would lose her Now I see the light, amen, hallelujah But I'm stuck in my shit like I sit in cow manure World went crashin' when I lost my co-pilot Ringin' in my head, somebody turn off the sirens She ain't even talk to a nigga and it hurts so bad Now all I do is drown in your silence [Hook: Sareena Dominguez] Time is tickin', yeah, it's tickin' away I waited all my life to say My misery hates company I'm at a loss for words, that's a first for me Silence is golden Go through the motions Silence is golden The same color that my throne is