Killin My Soul

[Verse 1: Jarren Benton] I was conceived in Dracula's lair I'm cracking a hater upside his fucking head with the back of a chair His feet leaps back in the air I rip the fur off the back of a bear The blade's precise I could chop off a patch of his hair Bitch I am a god, riding on the fucking handle bars Black BMX, AR15 tear you and your man apart Go out like Tony Montana, they poppin' them hammers, I fall off the banister Gargantuan, keep your favourite rappers body parts in a canister Fuck anybody that doubted me, ever looked down on me Where the fuck where you? Now you're so proud of me I've been on a grind, bitch I don't know how to sleep My crew sick to a crucifix Smoking kush through a hookah stick Bite the bullet when the ruger spit Fuck rap, bitch I'm through with it Niggas know when I was born to ball Bitch I’m shining like a marmoreal Light a stick of dynamite "tick, tick" bang and die right in front of ya'll I'm done with living Satan I'll be there in a minute How the fuck you boxing with god bitch when your arms are missing No religion but my mom's a Christian I had her tripping when she found my porn subscription I'm on some different shit And expensive whips with a different bitch I rip your fucking lungs out with a plumber's wrench I don't know a nigga living in his right mind that could probably stop me Nigga shook like a young bitch in a room, fucking Bill Cosby Mach five, nigga high speed, in his face watch his eyes bleed Pull the plug from the life support and the IV's, nigga try me Came from the dirt, thank god all the pain it was worth Thinking my name was cursed, I couldn't get on, I felt so ashamed and hurt I eat up everything until the fucking reaper gets me We in this bitch but I still feel depressed and empty [Hook: Hopsin] The game's got me in a venomous zone It's killing my hope, I don't even feel it no mo' Sometimes I say fuck this shit but I ain't willing to go Stealing my soul, there's reasons I can't leave it alone (fo so) My legacy I gotta leave it in stone (you know) If these other niggas did it we getting on (lets go) These weak niggas straight up killing my soul That's why I don't even feel it no mo' I ain't vibing to it [Verse 2: Jon Connor] From the moment my pen hit the page My vision was getting on stage Dreaming about it, they told me that this was a phase You getting too big for your britches, remember your age Huh? What the fuck that mean? Tell 'em doubt me they be reading 'bout me All this passion you would have to beat it out me And they said I would never leave my county Kill that noise, I couldn't let them breath around me All I could ever see is drowning All I could ever see is drowning All I could ever see is drowning Now that ain't no problem but nothing but sharks I rob 'em, I never needed no help I should dealt with the fuck I felt Fuck drowning, I became a shark myself Momma said keep your head up My nigga said keep your head up You hating niggas went head up I ain't get fed so I'm fed up Me gettin' signed was a proud day for every chick I got head from I hope you follow, I'm drunk with power like it's creatine in this red cup Losing - I refuse it It's useless like using a toothpick as a pool stick Somebody hate, ain't give two shits Just made music till I got hot like when it's humid in Houston Fuck it Truth is I don't even know why I do this I done came so far but I still feel lost and about to lose it [Hook: Hopsin] The game's got me in a venomous zone It's killing my hope, I don't even feel it no mo' Sometimes I say fuck this shit but I ain't willing to go Stealing my soul, there's reasons I can't leave it alone (fo so) My legacy I gotta leave it in stone (you know) If these other niggas did it we getting on (lets go) These weak niggas straight up killing my soul That's why I don't even feel it no mo' I ain't vibing to it [Verse 3: Hopsin] As of lately my fire's been lower Dizzy Wright said I might Need to put a light to some weed to get my mind to tremble But that ain't me so I'm digging real deep to write this shit Yo I'm at five percent I hope my career does not die in limbo I wake up just praying my fuse is lit Cause I don't get hyped like I used to get Back when I would hop in the booth and spit I'm too immune to this Stuck in my thoughts, am I a lunatic? (fuck) Fuck this music shit, what is Hopsin? I don't know who it is I do get bits of spontaneous hunger And when I do there's a cloud of raining and thunder You'd hate to get under And when that happens ain't no place to get comfort I'm labeled a monster, you may be a goner I put listeners in the craziest slumber A note to peasants, my vocal presence Is so perfected fans get so obsessive And cry to my shit but don't confess it When I'm in my zone you feel that power and passion My godly words can speak louder than action And don't forget it nigga [Hook: Hopsin] The game's got me in a venomous zone It's killing my hope, I don't even feel it no mo' Sometimes I say fuck this shit but I ain't willing to go Stealing my soul, there's reasons I can't leave it alone (fo so) My legacy I gotta leave it in stone (you know) If these other niggas did it we getting on (lets go) These weak niggas straight up killing my soul That's why I don't even feel it no mo' I ain't vibing to it