I Deserve It

[Verse 1] Tried suicide once didn't have the balls to go all the way Thought a bottle of pain pills will take all my hurt away I was so in depression and all this pain was gon’ murder me I’m still standin’ bitch go tell the fuck niggas come murder me Born and raised on the Eastside ho Dad ran out , where the hell he go? Young dumb ass nigga doing stupid as shit What the fuck I know Mama like “boy better get it togheter Here, read the Bibe-biti-biti-bibe-biti-biti-bible” In one ear and out the other that’s how she sound In the back of my dome Hit a half of pound in the back of her home “God damn boy what the fuck goin' on” I’m sorry mom, I ain’t built like that But I’m so stressed out and I feel so alone Got a little girl, all the way broke as fuck And I still live in my grandma’s house So my girlfriend thinks I’m a loser Bitch, I’m tryin’, God damn, what’s that about? Fuck it, I feel like givin’ up I cannot play the cards that God has dealt I feel like that’s enough So I dig deep down inside to find a strength for me to buck up What don’t kill me make me stronger Now it’s time to get the fuck up [Hook] Ki-ki-killin’ everything, I’m on that murder shit I wake up everyday like that’s the only thing my purpose is All the pain I felt guess it was worth it bitch It’s when a nigga makes it to the top, I deserve that shit I deserve that shit, I deserve that shit If a hater loses his life, then he deserves that shit I deserve that shit, I deserve that shit We deserve that shit We’re so fuckin’ high, yup bitch We deserve that shit [Bridge] All I do is kill shit, kill shit, kill shit All I do is kill shit, kill shit, kill shit All I do is kill shit, kill shit, kill shit All I do is murder, murder, murder Murder, murder, murder [Verse 2] I’ma kill everything in sight I was put here to murk your life I’ma rapin’ and murder mics I’m a demon that cursed tonight Put my heart on this paper and scribble pain like it hurts to write This is sport and decapitate motherfuckers the first to fight First to swing a sword at hoes Loan that rope, my heart so cold Fuck, I gave like throw my souls Rap shit is like all I know Been patienly waitin’ to flow I feel like I can’t take anymore I’m drowned in my misery, this despression is breakin’ me slow Fuck it, gotta get up and fight, can no motherfucker here hold me down I’ma show these clowns, where the fuck is my crown Click-click blah, I’ma blow these rounds Go so hard, we deserve that shit Back then I was so wothless bitch Can’t walk one fuckin’ mile in my shoes Your pussy ass niggas better suck my dick Yeah, I’m tryna upgrade on my cashflow I’m kickin’ down the door so what the fuck you think this mask for Hope you dyin’ slow then come back a faggot’s asshole Kato on the track, so niggas know I’m ‘bout to spaz ho [Hook] [Bridge]