I Lie Awake Every Night

[Verse 1] Have you come here to save me? Have you come here to waste my time again? Ask me too many questions Ask me too many questions I can't stand They come out of nowhere Put my head through a window instead of talking Have you come here to save me? Have you come here to waste my time again? [Chorus] You'll never learn You'll never learn how much I want to burn I want to burn [Hook] That's the way I like it I like it I like holding you [Verse 2] Ever since I've been able Ever since there've been weeds growing in my mind Like a scent for the weekend A descent into weakness defined I'd stop the clock But there's some things I can't control Full moon stop porcelain against the wall Against the wall [Chorus] Cause you'll never learn You'll never learn You'll never learn how much I want to burn I want to burn And you'll never know You'll never know how much I want to go I want to go [Bridge] I stare right into the dark Thinking of ways to remind myself I saw a current of fear inside That's all I carried; the fear inside I stare right into the dark Thinking of ways to remind myself That it's all a current up here I saw a current of fear inside [Hook] That's the way I like it I like it I like holding you And that's the way I like it I like it I like holding you