Under

[Verse] Livin life like a zombie, all these drugs be up on me Got no names on my sweatshirts, bitch fuck Abercrombie Got no cash in my pockets, blame the blood in my sockets Suicide on my mind, I grab the 9 then I cock it Nothin but a recluse, my last resort is this noose I can't lie outta shit, they see through every excuse So I go back to my room, write and sleep it all off These haters waitin on the day that I fuckin fall off Mane I gotta keep rappin, truly my only passion Maybe make somethin happen, maybe see some lights flashin Don't really care for the fashion, I need some dough then I'm set Kick start myself a career, and help my momma with rent If you think I'm nearly done, well I'm only just startin Yet I still can't believe I've taken a fuckin part in This shit we know as a game, to some it's competiton And to others it's their way of life, to some it's just the bitches And I'm gettin so high, my surroundings be lookin like glitches And I need some fuckin money, tryna go from rags to riches My pants ripped like ASAP, these bitches can't phase that, they always scream J Trauma but you never hear them play that You look at me and smirk, you glare at me and laugh But I don't care, I just wanna make some music and smoke some hash I'm just tryna get this paper, bruh, I'm tryna make it fast If I can't support myself, then who knows how long I'll last? To be honest with you and myself, I'll never make it Fuck it, I'm just a kid who's not a legend in the makin And my shit is mediocre, and it's far from amazin I'm just hopin that one day it leaves some jitts in amazement [Hook 2x] Tryna get above the ground, but I'm trapped under Beggin for them sunny days but all I get is thunder Tryna fall asleep but lightning strikes disturb my slumber I got a little tipsy but I'm tryna get drunker