A Million Tears

[Prelude] *Ahem* This thing on? You know, this one's about how I met a particular girl.. Back in the past and.. You know we could've had a future together but.. *I cried a million tears* Things change for the worse and some things change for the good, you know? *I cried a million...* Yo.. *I cried a million tears..* [Verse 1] I'm Looking for that, Looking for this Can't resist that we didn't exist Surrounded by snakes, I hear the hisses Gotta persist to assist myself Don't get it twisted, fuck the bullshit I'm looking for a pot to piss in My hearts not speeding it's florin I'm up working hard while you snoring Now imagine what life would be with outta hero-in Assassinating every experience turning out for the worse Trynna work on me before us, so save the curses I'm used to being worthless, I felt Less because you left me for that other but nonetheless I'm Gonna fix all that, gassed up on love but now it's straight flat but I tip off my hat to that brat she took a toll on me but Not enough to break my back I know it was my fault cause I really slacked Got it to this point but I know I had to disappoint you We reached our breaking point, wishing life has its check points but If you need me I'll be right here where you dropped the pinpoint Things were difficult the way we left off, so that's where we gonna start off Got a lot to offer but that's not gonna happen over night so While I work on me, baby girl, just hold on tight.. [Hook] I cried a million tears.. I cried a million.. I cried a million tears.. I cried a million.. I cried a million tears.. [Verse 2] There's lines all over the table She took a 8 ball to the face Told her parents she was gonna play pool 20 minutes later, she's feeling disabled, in disgrace Look, deep inside of your soul, so unstable Consuming pills with a different name on the label It could very well kill, actions are already fatal It's sad to see that your daughters boyfriend is a drug dealer That's her idol, she's just like him except thoughts make her very suicidal I told her I'd pray for her but she asking me what a fuck is a bible? Beads fall from the broken rosary, getting drug money by trading in Her mom and dad's jewelry, can barely understand her drunk vocabulary 3 a.m. in the hood, now she a victim of a robbery, stares at his face While getting rapped missionary, pregnant with this unknown mans kid Been a couple of months now that belly looking big No father figure in the family pic, she rather not deal with that shit She want a brick, some dope, some dick, what's his name tatted on your right tit? Difference is he got side chicks, she got slit wrists, she's always depressed as shit There's been at least 20 plus guys down her list, can't afford child support so She on every single dudes dick, she turns to me and says... "Joey I'm like this because..." [Hook] [Outro] Call me.. Just call me.. Cause I need to know that you'll be there.. Call me.. Just call me.. Cause I need to know that you'll be there.. [Hook]