Running Crazy

[Verse:1] See I’m scared for tomorrow, yeah can’t get over the past And it seems like this smile is becoming more of a mask Can’t rejuvenate the energy that I thought that I had I’m losing vision of the place, I just been working to have ... Just been guessing these questions Have them ?pressing and stressing? My adolescents revolved around the same set of lessons But I can’t get it right Cause I’ve been losing sight Cause what’s the point of dreaming, if you ain’t sleeping right ... 3am and exhausted, but I’m just lying awake Thinking of something to say, but I think I’m going insane Cause I can’t live in the moment, when I’ve been stuck in my brain I’ve been trying to change for the better, but everything’s been the same ... Cause I don’t know where I’m going, can’t look back where I been I don’t believe in “meant to be’s” cause I decide who I am So I’m deciding to go, make the jump, give it all Cause happiness is made when you can smile if you fall.. [Hook:1] And I don’t know, if things are gonna to last I’m Running Crazy, and I know I’m gonna crash So if I leave, will you remember me Or can we go back, to the way things used to be.. [Verse:2] Looking for that glimmer of light Inside the darkest storm, an open war Working towards that happiness I'm searching for Repeating questions, like "Will this ever happen?" I’m stressing all the time, hell, where’s the satisfaction Cause believe me I’ve tried Feels like a thousand of times That I, tell my Ma, it’s coming, even with her doubtful eye Should I set this aside Can someone give me a sign Cause am I chasing a future, or am I just wasting my time ... Cause I’m full of doubt And I can’t get them out I wanna give you everything, feel like I’mma drown Place my heart into the fire Now all I’m feeling, is tired I’ve been trying to set my mind higher But can’t stop losing desire … Cause what if I never make it What if this doesn’t work Second guessing every move, rewriting every verse Cause everything is just a maybe And lately been Running Crazy My vision’s getting hazy And I can’t see what’s ahead, Am I Gone? [Hook:1] And I don’t know, if things are gonna to last I’m Running Crazy, and I know I’m gonna crash So if I leave, will you remember me Or will we go back, to the way things used to be