The Song of Life

To be a target is a thief's true nature So I go ghost after big time capers Doing odd jobs just to make a little currency I'm back on it cuz my situation currently Is messed up, I'm digging for some gold Since these college loans tryna make a young man fold Couple years ago I used to have real goals But now as a sophomore, I don't see what I'm really working for Plus its hard to get hired When the darkside says they could fuel your desires 15 years wish mom would retire But she'd turn it down since she's a survivor I always think about, how we're complete opposites Aside from the left hand and the laziness And its amazing how we're never on time But I'm glad, she was late for work when the planes crashed The only moment, I showed some emotion Her death would of left my heart broken I was real close, to being full metal But her call to the school stopped my deal with the devil Some folks, don't know, how important life is I've seen a lot of loved ones lifeless Except my godmother, I didn't get the news I was in the dark but I feel responsible Damn, I wasn't told about her cancer Instead she gave direction and hints to find answers So till I go I'll remember all her lessons And strive for the level that sits above perfection Yes I'm a man but here comes the irony I didn't have a father figure with his eye on me Household full of women yet I treat em bad I really wish, I could take the cheating back A womanizer it comes from my genes Since all his blueprints were handed down to me But here's where we differ, he can't keep promises I never broken one, that's my lone accomplishment Just a wolf searching for his mate in life But when I get close I don't read the labels right I dropped walls and only got hurt Now this Tony Stark upgrade comes with great perks Spidey Senses that warn when cupid's coming And a solar cannon to send that little demon running He's always up to something Setting me up with no good women who only bout fronting Wasting my time so we don't amount to nothing But my second brain easily falls for seduction Kraven the hunter has now become the hunted I just gather up my things and keep moving forward What you call embarrassing doesn't seem awkward I sound pretty cool from these audio portraits Untapped potential while they try to force it My flow's all natural, no need for faucets And I'm complex like Deadpool Hearts caged off, not many can get through If you wanna die trying be my guest Or you could quit now and be like the rest I don't blame you Cuz being selfish ain't shameful Just ask my guardian angel Cut ties now, so when they leave, you can let it all out, it won't feel that painful