Alone

[Insyde] I always feel alone I don't know who I am I don't feel the joy you promised me I need some help [Hennest] Yeah, I've been reading up on social media Trying to find hope, but receiving none And I say I don't, but I'm needing love Stone heart's gone cold, it needs heating up, heated up When they mention God, cause I'm feeling judged I just stay in my box that I'm keeping shut, locked with the key defunct I'm inside with my thoughts, so depleted of Any kind of hope, I'm alone, now I'm eating drugs Yesterday when I saw my reflection All I saw looking back was depression In my eyes I could see all the wreckage Of every decision and where I've been headed I'm in need of a change of direction I know I'm bout to drive to a dead-end I've been living this life of rejection It's time to reject it and find some acceptance But I'm too far gone, and I can't return And if there's a God, I guess I'm not heard And if I'm so lost, then he hasn't searched Pulled the final straw, now I'm getting worse And my heart won't thaw, man it's like I'm cursed And I got a job, but it's like my work Just doesn't mean squat, and it has no worth Man I feel so numb, everyday's a blur But I don't even know which path is the best and Where I should be checking, or where I should go Now I'm always guessing I got all these question I ask them alone, I'm asking for hope, yeah, I'm feeling alone [Insyde] I always feel alone I don't know who I am If there's a God, then show me please, cause I'm feeling broke and alone So just help me, help me, help me, help me, help me Help me, help me, help me, help me, help me [Hennest] Yeah, I know my suffering soul cries subtly Acting all tough, but underneath I feel like I got about a hundred heaps Of stone, it's a load, and I'm unrelieved, unbelief's Got me by the feet, so I'm stumbling Feel like everything I need's right in front of me, things like love and peace And I know there's got to be a God judging me So I don't see or believe in this other being Yesterday I was caught in the streets A man who wanted to speak He asked if it was okay if he's taking to me, so I nod and agree But I got all defensive, I thought he would preach He opened his Bible and started to read Suddenly it was like I was relieved This was the thing that I wanted to see He was reading the words and they struck my core And to think before, I would just ignore Whatever was said when they mentioned Lord Now a thing so lost seems so restored It was like I died, but I've been reborn And the cold inside has turned to warmth And I never had a dad, like you might've had yours But I got a father and I call Him Lord And now I know which path is the best and I know where I'm headed, and where I should go And I've turned my back from the ways of sin And I've learned to repent, and I'm praising Him Yeah, I'm feeling the hope [Insyde] Praise God I'm not alone I feel like I found the hope Through the grace of God, I'm here today, and I'm so assured I am saved Because He helped me, helped me, helped me, helped me, helped me He Helped me, helped me, helped me, helped me, helped me Helped me yeah He helped me yeah, He helped me yeah