What's Wrong?

[Hook - repeat 2X] Tell me where the fuck I went wrong? Took the wrong turn, wrong path What's Wrong With Bill? - Inspired by swords to kill Coldhearted, how can a person be taught to feel? Thoughts concealed by shield of alcohol and pills [Verse 1] God is an atheist, why should I believe in religion? I'd rather get my dick sucked and cook ki's in the kitchen Drive-by, leave you on your block bleeding and twitching Break bread with demons and witches, I'm evil and twisted Half of us in jail, the other half in Beemers and Sixes CEOs wondering who let these creeps in the business Creep with the biscuit, I'm heroin the fiends are addicted Life's the American Nightmare - the dreams of the wicked We cry blood, sniff cocaine and die young Time's up, caught up in the blowjobs and mindfucks The metal that killed my enemies, occupy guns Say goodbye cause you only die once My mind's grotesque, it's so ugly, so focused, so hungry Trust me, young Gene Simmons, getting between women Ill Bill - solo album, Howie gon' take it Leave you duct taped and stuck in the Matrix [Hook - repeat 2X] [Verse 2] Two women love me, one gave birth to me, nurtures me The other one don't understand me Sometimes she wanna murder me, sometimes she wanna marry me I pray that my sanity grab me, it ground me I think that I'm about to go AWOL, lose my shit As reality slips away I'm starting to lose my grip No smile is genuine or real I find myself losing faith in every thing and every person that I hold dear I'm in a bad place, who do I trust? I don't trust myself, how the fuck I'm gonna trust you? If I don't love myself how the fuck I'm gonna love you? I made this album to reveal my inner thoughts and discuss truth What does life mean without death? Would you appreciate the sunlight without the darkness? Would I appreciate my grandmother raising me if she had never passed away So many things I never had the chance to say when she was here I see you when I get there I hope that there's a heaven even though I know I'll probably burn in hell, I lived there It couldn't get much worse I guess Suicidal thoughts, I think that I've become obsessed with death And I know it's fucked up, but yo I'm trying hard so get the fuck out my face I'll work it out myself, it's my problem, I'll solve it Picking up the pieces of a life shattered I never knew my life mattered [Hook - repeat 2X]