Reverie Road

[Verse 1] Fuck sweet dreams I'm having street dreams, on the side of the curb Tryna figure out how the fuck I would converge The emotions I'm feeling right now combined in a word But fuck that, I'll leave it to the lines in a verse Since a younger man I fell in love With this rap game, addictive with a compelling buzz This shit gets me high quicker than any selling drugs Even with the sweet boys and the fake felon thugs But now I'm at the point of no return No other choice now but to make dough and earn I'm advancing every year as I grow and learn Feeling close to breaking at times but still I'm going firm Seeing guys who ain't on a level to compete Yet to my monthly views, they get treble in a week And that ain't even jealousy I'll dead 'em on a beat But I need to move fast, engine revving as I speak Cause, too many days I've had pennies in a bunch Tryna count up enough to fill my bell with some lunch And if there ain't enough, then the deli's getting munched Seeing rich boys, wishing I was any of the cunts Coming home, Mum's stressed from the lack of funds Everywhere I look in London it's a sack of bums Pricks chatting about shanks and packing guns Blaming all their self-made problems off the back of slums Feeling like this world's all a mess Every corner that I turn is a ball of stress Reminiscing on wrong turns and small regrets Wondering if this life is really all a test So I put the road under my fee Pen and pad in my pocket and wander the street Til I don't know the way home, heart under my sleeve And let it bleed ink onto the sheet [Hook] So let this Road, take me wherever she goes While I look to the future or memories old When I need any stress temporarily froze That's when I come down Reverie Road A place where serenity flows Where none of life's problems or enemies go Where no, doors of thought can ever be closed Welcome to Reverie Road [Verse 2] A life full of uncertainty A world of chaos that we try and run perfectly I'm just as lost as each of us universally Stuck with the way this Earth, unmercifully Brings adversity Dad died when I was only a fetus Left my Mum broke on her lonely to feed us With a nuts kid growing, if you'd only of seen us! Dodging different bailiffs every week hoping to meet us Always broke as fuck, living lower class in the strife No family to turn to and ask for advice It's been pretty dark for the first half of my life If karma exists, the next should be sparkling bright But fame and riches ain't what I'm thirsty for I just wanna be stable by the time I'm 34 Not still tryna buss rhymes, living dirty poor Struggling to survive in an estate on them murky floors But can I make it on this path? Every song I've made has been illustrated from the heart But Rap now, just ain't appreciated for the art And you ain't considered shit if you don't make it to the charts Regardless though I can't adjourn rap I'm too far down this road now to turn back This is a part of my life and that's a firm fact I'll be doing this 'til I'm nothing more than an urns ash This ain't like any road I can find When I'm here I'm free from the world to open-my-mind Speak from the heart, I'm already broken if I'm Supposed to decline Something this close to divine So I put the road under my feet Pen and pad in my pocket and wander the street Til I don't know the way home, heart under my sleeve And let it bleed ink onto the sheet [Hook]