Suicide Dream 2

What would it mean to live a life that wasn't like this? That's a question Looked at a picture of my father and I look just like him. That's what I'm asking' To think about my home and I just feel the sting of a history that's born in the soil What would it mean to live a life that wasn't like this? When I was five what was happening in my life? And who's to pry when I stand and there's no one crying and now I weep For every time what was happening in my life And now I know I was happy then, happy just helping my folks survive But in my sight, my sight, my sight Say oh, what's happened everyday to feel your grace Say oh, what's happened everyday to see your pride Say oh, what's happened everyday that I was insane When I think about her You should pay for what you did but I really can't commit to the stairs And now I'm under stress the love is over, I can not tell. I mean I waited on, I waited on you And you just had a baby and I see you once again And whenever I see your baby I know which way to go And when I think about her, it's like there's just this weight down on my chest and I sit and there's like there's no air, no air, no air We're wanted everyday and I wait, for snow Been waiting for you to sow my fate to show (you gotta show me) And I wasn't in any pain and my plans were foiled Said whoa whoa air, no air, no air We're wanted everyday and I wait, for snow Been waiting for you to sow, my fate to show (you gotta show me) That I wasn't in any pain and my plans were foiled