Half Goin' Crazy

[Hook 1: Kenny Siegel] I hate this chick that I love so much You make me sick but I love your touch Complain and shit but I love your strut I can't just quit you I would go nuts (x2) [Verse 1: Kenny Siegel] And I'm, and I'm glad that you need me But I'm, but I'm sad that you need me so damn much And never will she leave me, she love hard and she'll never take it easy, fo' damn what Well let a nigga open a text without you pokin' your neck Without you groping your breast, wrappin' your whip over your neck Thinkin' to you an honest person poses a threat, then comes emotional sex Or you rely on emotion, and I dive in your ocean But you stroke it the best, and we let go of the rest And if we both'll still rest, I get her ??? to some mess We don't get along and I stress, I don't wanna go through the stress And so I'm out this bitch, I'm sick of goin' in on her She'll have to get over it, cuz I can do Without this bitch, then I'm right back under her Again wonderin' why I stomach her Oh yeah, cuz I don't wanna hurt There's a million women, but only one of her And I was never one to ignore a woman's worth That's why my clear reasons to leave, become a blur Yeah, what do you do when you try every direction and none's left And you ain't headed in the right one Standin' and fussin' but fuck it, I'mma light one It'll be aight once night comes [Hook 2: Kenny Siegel] Say I'mma shake that bitch, I hate that bitch Then she make me love her and I hate that shit I be like fuck that ho, I'mma cut that ho She down for whatever and I love that though I can't tell you why I should stay exactly Or tell you why I should go exactly One thing that I do know exactly Is that I'm happily so unhappy She got me fallin' hopin' that no one catch me She got me caught up hopin' she don't unhand me I can't tell you why I should stay exactly Or tell you why I should go exactly One thing that I do know exactly Is that I'm happily so unhappy [Verse 2: Julius Luciano] She be throwin' fits, I be throwin' shit Here we go again, fightin' on some broken shit Yeah my ultimate focus and goal is get us to the next chapter on some Oprah shit I'm over this, yeah she over this, I mean really who the fuck wanna argue But lemme not front like it's all you We both start shit, when we mad that's our cue I hate bickerin' I know she do it great Blame Twitter but it's only you and me Shit talkin' leads to anguish But shit talkin' is a language we both speak fluently Tryin' to get my mind right Tryin' to get my guap right I'm just lookin' for my time in the spotlight She told me she goin' stop trippin' off my life When she look back on our issues in hindsight I fall for it cuz the feelin' that she feel for me We forever flip from it, kinda feels phony Frequently fussin' and fightin' But the fussin' and fightin' turns to freakin' and fuckin' Kinda feels funny I'm so laissez-faire but this weight that I carry on my back ain't fair But it's nothing that my psycho ??? can't bare If I ain't crazy, my nigga I'm half way there [Hook 2: Kenny Siegel] [Hook 1: Kenny Siegel]