The Raven (Bonus 3)

The clouds become darker it seems No heaven up there, is what I mean A raven becomes my personification Cause I know not what I will become, sorrow or celebration? I feel a foul feeling, of losing embracement The power around me is fading The stabile factors around me are changing I’m forsaken, as I fly around my own tombstone Feels like it’s not ordinary, but made of moonstones It’s like I’m still alive, but my future has my doom shown Open and clear, like the clouds that disappeared My head fills with ignorance, while I should be flying with fear I know I’m on the edge, but I can’t show any tears Icy and cold, like the circle on the bottom, behold And lose thy hopes of returning, that’s what’s being told Now it’s like I’m trying to live without you, but I continue to wander Screaming my thoughts and emotions, but there is never a responder Jealousy inflicts damage, as I see birds around having transponders While I’m just the black bird, left all alone My fate is my end, but on the outside, my ruffled feathers will never be shown If people did something to me, I’d probably forgave ‘em But they won’t forgive me, cause I’m just a raven A foul bird, an unwanted visitor Insecure, cause I always lose my listeners But it’s just what it is, I’ll have to fight strong And as I hide my ruffled feathers I know I’ll have to fly on The clouds become darker it seems There’s no relief coming up, that’s just what I mean Now as I fly around, I notice a little chapel The people corrupted over time, like they’re just apples Hanging around, but all they do s babble A religion is your decision, but I choose to not grapple Cause it seems like I will always reach a tower of Babel Whenever I find flowers in the fields, they turn out to be fables There’s truthful belief on the table But the people inside the building, they still label They still hate you, even if they believe in the higher I take a look inside, because my journey made me tired I give this a chance, cause for some it lights a fire Believe me I’m a try-er, but it won’t grab my entire A crier, because off all that has occurred I know I’m a flyer, but this is still not what has to be searched Hurt, as they close me out cause I’m cursed This bird won’t find what’s needed here to fight his urge I’m just a black bird, left all alone My fate is my end, but on the outside, my ruffled feathers will never be shown If people did something to me, I’d probably forgave ‘em But they won’t forgive me, cause I’m just a raven A foul bird, an unwanted visitor Insecure, cause I always lose my listeners But it’s just what it is, I’ll have to fight strong And as I hide my ruffled feathers I know I’ll have to fly on The chapel won’t bring salvation, and the cemetery won’t either So how will I fight what I’m facing? How will I defeat her? I see no option, just lost my leader Raven’s don’t fly in packs, even when they’re eager I used to grow up, hopes off being an achiever But now I feel downer than ever, madness is my fever And fever is a normal disease, but it’s also a freezer You can’t do much, about this clutch, but it’s no leaver Now I’m old, promises of being a Caesar Will never be fulfilled, by this one creature Now as I can’t find any doors to open, and I know I’m stuck I tried to live with this burden, for long enough I’m just a black bird, left all alone My fate is my end, but on the outside, my ruffled feathers will never be shown If people did something to me, I’d probably forgave ‘em But they won’t forgive me, cause I’m just a raven A foul bird, an unwanted visitor Insecure, cause I always lose my listeners But it’s just what it is, I’ll have to fight strong And as I hide my ruffled feathers I know I’ll have to fly on A man approaches a grassy field No trees to be found near, no constancy to feel He walks his way, not bothering others Eats his food and drinks his waters Got his brothers, got raised by a good mother Never searched for cover, living his life in comfort And along the way, he picked up a lover So if you want to check it, count all the numbers Now as he walks his way, trying to become more than a shade He notices something, seems like it’s in a slumber An eternal one, it’s his only escape Now my end is his end, my fate is his fate