Soulsearchin'

Oh yeah Check it Now Been rapping since I’ve learned what it meant Expressing emotions we can’t comprehend To some it might pay the rent But to me it’s different, makes me ascend To humanity, you see I’m not very open But the pen breaks through cement Makes me reinvent myself after whatever event I present myself feelings these happenings might represent Opens my eyes to the actual content Never was a con man Just took a bad path and chose the wrong clan It’s just new these days that I’ve started believing in a strong plan Rather show myself through a song than Just pretend shot to be gone man But it’s just a young man learning the life lessons And I’ll express whenever I feel I have to show the right message All these thoughts and memories Me as a kid praying to god but he won’t answer me Me with a lady at a party, she would dance with me Soulsearchin’, helps me cause advance is a need Just slowing it down, searching deep within Freeze time and space, looking back at how steep it has been Used to be a creep to the men, that’s me when I begin Closed myself, never taking risks cause I was afraid I would leap in a pin But there’s no spikes on the bottom if you can fill up the hole With water, but you can’t with do that with others, they don’t bother If you want to continue your story, you’ll have to be the author Look out for writer blockers, keep people out of your locker That’s how it is, cause when you got success you’ll get a couple stalkers Who try to creep in you’re the head of any rocker They’ll be the shocker that will stop you from sailing and make you drop an anchor Make you rancor, make you feel bitter Right to the cheese but they’ll lead you to the kitty litter Your life might be filled with glamour and glitter But people influence you to be a quitter So if they try to kill your signal, try to remain to be the transmitter All these thoughts and memories Me as a kid praying to god but he won’t answer me Me with a lady at a party, she would dance with me Soulsearchin’, helps me cause advance is a need It’s crazy, some call it funny how life unfolds Despite being told: the right grab the gold Attack or fold, choose to fight or remain cold Grew a lot, don’t need might, rather act controlled Rather write till I’m old, stay in the light like it was foretold Cause my papa is real, don’t know any better man Would do everything for some, pluck his own feathers man So we would survive the winter When I grow up I wanna be like him, a winner Born a kid, combination of a priest and a sinner Memories I can’t delete from my inner But I don’t need to those thoughts from when I was a beginner Cause they mold me to what I am Show me what I can Negative was ruling, but it shows me I’m living better now man That’s the end of my Soulsearchin’, I’m telling ya’ll ciao man All these thoughts and memories Me as a kid praying to god but he won’t answer me Me with a lady at a party, she would dance with me Soulsearchin’, helps me cause advance is a need