Promised Land

Freed of this curse You need me so it hurts Talking I don’t need you Truth cause yapping makes me leave you I don’t believe you, you just don’t want to admit I can read you, from the lips Like I’m deaf, my ear ripped Vincent van Gogh, that’s his shit Well sorry hun I can understand you want this man to show you himself again Talking about being friends, but too scared to ask Want me to change my stand, cause I used to do that Got stronger, I’m a kung fu cat Don’t confuse yet with earlier yets Things done changed, we got estranged It’s fate it seems, your behavior ruins that you’re great to me But I guess that’s up to you I might open the gates once again, let you through But I guess it’s not that situation I still wish you well in good relation Cause you were part of this creation Thank miss, I’m changing Crazy, how far I’ve traveled, how much I’ve seen Mysteries unraveled, the soul now is clean Seems like I’ve reached the promised land The land for the honest man Now I’ve met this new girl, still dishonest While she’s trying to do crazy things, get wanted By me, but fuck it, cause I remain free Playing games, still the same, trying to change who I wanna be And who I wanna see, like fuck it, I’m remaining G With the contrast of being the one the con blasts The hero, catching shots like De Niro, I want that Cause being who I am ain’t no fun man People constantly pulling, and it’s stupid how I hang on that Cause I should just say fuck it, put myself on a higher place Putting myself in a fighter state, but stuck on this writer’s crate This block, like I’m in shock, cause I’m kinda like a fire place You have to fuel me, and I’ll spit like the jewel I be But leaving me in the trash is a cruel deed And I understand most men do this, cause they can’t duel me But I’m caught up in this, searching for the promised Don’t argue with fools, try to be the calmest And you’ll go the longest Crazy, how far I’ve traveled, how much I’ve seen Mysteries unraveled, the soul now is clean Seems like I’ve reached the promised land The land for the honest man But now every day is my day, found my own sacred place Right up in my mind, peace is what I find, so this is my favorite place Crazy how this here is just a basic space But it’s how it’s supposed to, where I want to go to, showing ya’ll my ‘I made it-face’ Filled with this feeling, these thoughts stinging Of me losing track, in the back, at the beginning But now I’m winning, never will stop the sinning But I’ve finally started swimming, keeping my head above the surface All these words I’m bringing, I believe I’ve found my purpose Not giving in to my human urges, still feeling like a clown in the circus Like I gotta perform, but now I have sworn, that I am gonna burn this Mind state down, finding greats now, humanity fades now But it will stay how? It’s just fate, ouch Ouch? Yes it will bring pain, but fading will make it never be the same So now I’m on the spot, grinding till my body rots My mind on the top, and I know I will continue to grab some shots I might fall down, but I will once again climb the mountain And feel like I’ve got the spirit of a thousand So then I shouted: Crazy, how far I’ve traveled, how much I’ve seen Mysteries unraveled, the soul now is clean Seems like I’ve reached the promised land The land for the honest man