Mixed Emotions

I don’t trust her, but I love her Mixed emotions, but I’m putting myself above her Never falling back in her web And she’ll regret losing me, when she looks at what she has Even though it feels like I’m having lots of friends, I’m still feeling kinda lonely man Crazy how these moment pop up, feeling like I am the only man To help people out and next day they act like they don’t know me While we all know bitch, that you owe me Talking like how you love that I’m so deep I’m talking like how I love that you’re so deep Our relationship would grow steep But you changed, left me with cold feet So I kept your ass on low key You came back a month later talking shit I did, bitch show me Cause we both know you’re lying you little how Sheep love me cause I grow weed But not the good type I don’t clean that much up in life, bold me Shouting at the sky for what life god sold me Poor me, check me out, closely And you’ll find out life’s deciding what my tone be I don’t trust her, but I love her Mixed emotions, but I’m putting myself above her Never falling back in her web And she’ll regret losing me, when she looks at what she has Right okay, now I’m spreading my bless With finesse, trying to lose the stress I created a mess, that’s just losing with a game of chess Had me used like a pawn Bitch had it going on, now I’m gone So I don’t trust these bitches, treating us wrong While they should just shut up, give us their thongs Nah that’s bullshit too I’m not childish like that yo, I grew Learned from chances I blew Advanced before I knew Till I pranced when madness was brewed Damn, now I’m through Sick of going on, sick of trusting you Wish I was crushing you sometimes But I’m always loving you I don’t trust her, but I love her Mixed emotions, but I’m putting myself above her Never falling back in her web And she’ll regret losing me, when she looks at what she has Now you and me once felt free It’s gon’ down after it all you see We had a relationship, didn’t end too well And then I felt down in my own fires, hell Bounced back for as far as I did, but our friendship damaged Even when the candle is lit She closed up more and more While I shared my thoughts of how I felt pure You don’t want to share no more So it’s bugging from my core It feels sore, there was a time when your support was for sure And now a good conversation won’t occur While I’m putting in effort, I don’t understand Why don’t you trust this man? Your biggest fan, you’re putting up your wall But I can’t, I’m trying to lower mine Trying to show it’s fine But she hates me now, never forgave me wow I really made a mess, fucked up my bless, yes