Dictionary Dyslexia

Now sometimes I can’t read the dictionary Blind to the rules, searching for a wishing fairy Perfecting ya, but still having dyslexia, life is so scary But you gotta focus and believe in yourself as a visionary Now alright, sometimes I be blind to the real rules of life Trying to bend reality, but that shit isn’t right Cause you can try to fight, but every day brings it’s night And that’s what’s up, cause now I’m trying to write Ideas in which I put belief, it isn’t working aight Cause whenever I feel bad, I can’t write about being well It’s a spell you put upon yourself, keeping the mind tight But you gotta search higher, try to be a flyer like the Wright’s Getting closer to the light, but when you’re on these heights Don’t mistake like Icarus or Sisyphus, don’t go to high, not even slight Take it a day at a time, evolution is a slow process So if you’re searching for progress, take these thoughts and lock that I’m stupid for feeling connection to these objects So I’m trying to lose them a bit, trying to knock back Cause I need this, believe this, but sometimes I’m blind So I always close my eyes, hoping that salvation will be the only thing I find Now sometimes I can’t read the dictionary Blind to the rules, searching for a wishing fairy Perfecting ya, but still having dyslexia, life is so scary But you gotta focus and believe in yourself as a visionary Searching for salvation, searching for the reason of my creation The causation of problems I’m facing, like how I can’t seem to find a relation While girls are amazing, it’s just one of my frustrations Cause what do you have when there is no love? A life with an empty space, but if you have love you’ll lose your mind because of temptation That’s a realization I have, after all these conversations I had With all these different people, searching for the key to Unlock the stop on their way to the top, even if some will leave you Cause we know that, so insecurity will feed you If you finally manage to reach to these heights like you’re a seagull But open your third eye, not the cursed eye Not the ones with which you would believe some are equals Cause big shots don’t care about us, just some stupid beetles Who you could crush any time, brainwashed since we were fetal They say murder is illegal, so why sell weapons to us, we’re evil! But that’s not a bad thing, long as it won’t really reach you But when guns are so easy to get, like ones, then it might be the reason some delete you I hate that, life without guns is easy But these people need power, like me, I know that sounds cheesy Cause I’m hating on weapons completely But I would still get adrenaline when I see one, believe me Although I’m trying to not let it feed me It’s hard as fuck, but I will try as long as I can see me Now sometimes I can’t read the dictionary Blind to the rules, searching for a wishing fairy Perfecting ya, but still having dyslexia, life is so scary But you gotta focus and believe in yourself as a visionary It’s hard to put yourself up there in the clouds But you gotta find a way to help yourself sprout And bloom, before you reach your doom, and you’ll go out Most are too scared to try, heads filled with doubt Crazy how we all search for a way to go our route But when our path is clear, we learn to fear, and won’t go all out But if that’s how you want to spend your time on earth I’ll be happy for you when you reach your goals that are worth Like having kids, learning them how it is, to live life since birth Talking about your own experiences Like how you where being robbed, the fear you sensed Like how we’re just expenses, how you just appear defensive How you were near offensive, but took the good path and shed a tear instead of Fighting a war that isn’t yours But stepping out will mean watching at prison doors We don’t know freedom, I see that, believe that But you gotta open your eyes, just try Cause it will open a new path ahead, right inside your mind Now sometimes I can’t read the dictionary Blind to the rules, searching for a wishing fairy Perfecting ya, but still having dyslexia, life is so scary But you gotta focus and believe in yourself as a visionary