The First Time

[Bridge] Ain't nothing like the first time I met you Or the first time I got you on my bed The first time you gave me head First time, you made me feel dead like I'm and alive at the same time You ain't nothing like the first time I met you Ain't nothing like the first time I got you on my bed The first time you gave me head First time, you made me feel like I'm dead and alive at the same time You ain't nothing like the first time [Verse 1] Ay yo, tell me what's on your mind I hope it's me Because I envision your face when I write my poetry Or when I smoke this poteing tree I ramble on about you uncontrollably Because shit ain't how it's supposed to be I finally accepted, that It'll never be perfect The lightweight isn't worth it I know this now for certain But I'll never close the curtains, I want the show to go on It's crazy I think I love you more than having my own songs But, in spite of your greatness, I'm really starting to hate this You know what I showed you is real I just wish you would embrace this [Verse 2] I don't blame you I know you got your demons I don't even get much sleep, but I suppose I'll keep on dreaming I didn't want to visit you, I knew that I'd be leaving Just like you did, but I know you got your reasons I, miss you for seasons, moments, down to the seconds I played with the fire that I knew shouldn't mess with Now I, treat every girl with the intentions of just fucking They tell me that they love me But I literally feel nothing And the fucked up part about that Is that I don't even care I try to cherish the words with my heart But there's nothing there [Verse 3] I guess I, lost my way, somewhere along the way I think I'll write you all these songs 'Til I have nothing left to say And it's crazy I'm writing this song, while you're right in front of me I really wish you were in love with me [Johnny Santos] I wish, you were, far away So this kills the awkwardness It's worse in the end What you truly think about me (about me) It's like I'm dragging an anchor without the string Can't you tell I'm terrified (Can't you tell I'm terrified) To play games, (play games) Let me explain All this [?] drips on your main frame Not even a search engine could [?] If first impressions last forever Then there's nothing left Nothing like the first There's nothing like the first time There's nothing like the first time There's nothing like the first time