Still Not Over You

[Hook: Rihanna] Don't you know I've tried, I've tried to get you off my mind But it don't get no better as each day goes by And I'm lost and confused, I've got nothing to lose Hope to hear from you soon... P.S. I'm still not over you [Verse 1: Hiatus] Still not over you, still find myself looking backwards Syndicating thoughts, constant replaying your last words Seeking help from friends, mentors, and pastors Trying to expand horizons to eliminate the factors Of self-loathing and misconstrued hoping That you could come back to me, I'm slowly coming To terms with the harsh reality of my decisions Contrary to intentions, brought an end to all my visions Of a happy life together, staying in love forever They saying walk away, I can't seem to let her Go, still up at midnight, writing her these letters Hoping that a gift for gab could make everything better She says she's so over with the smooth talk Chalking up the loss cause I couldn't walk the walk Writing you these letters, hope to hear from you soon P.S. I'm still not over you [Hook: Rihanna & Hiatus] [Verse 2: Hiatus] How ya dong Danii? It's three months to the day That I made the worst decision of my life, I walked away From the woman that I knew was my everything The puppeteer who moved my feet to get me to my dreams Without you not much is worth the effort It's like I'm looking at life through a different spectrum Through a different lens, where everything's a lecture Reminding me of short-comings, failure, and obsession Can't get you back, apologies no longer pierce your heart And I can't open up or breathe since we've been apart Broken by a bond that was jaded from the start A lack of chemistry from two actors trying to play a part But we know that's not true, we both gave a lot But when you check the balance, we're both at a loss Writing you these letters, hope to hear from you soon P.S. I'm still not over you [Hook: Rihanna & Hiatus] [Verse 3: Hiatus] The letters on wax, I gotta read 'em for her Can't send 'em or I'll get tagged with a restraining order She loves me, but won't allow me to make contact With rules like that, how am I supposed to get my heart back I can't, it's in your possession, like everything I gave to you When you say my love wasn't true, you're holding proof That's why I'm writing letters, hope to hear from you soon P.S. I'm still not over you [Bridge: Hiatus talking] No matter how many times I say I'm sorry, I can't get you to believe me... I ca't get you to hear me out... You just want me gone... And it was the worst mistake of my life... [Hook: Rihanna & Hiatus]