So Gone

[Hiatus] A thug changes And best friends become strangers... [Hook: ANNA] You've been gone for so long, it's time to let go You disappeared in the shadows, just trying to save your soul You left me all alone, and now you're too far gone So gone... [Verse 1: Hiatus] You left me all alone, knowing you were my final lifeline Knowing you were everything I'd need to get through this lifetime Now my life is a lifetime movie, depicting betrayal Just me broken at the base of this mountain you've scaled Me, lying bloody and broken in a puddle of failures All because I was forsaken by earthly savior You were no more than a fallen angel, I trusted you Now we're at the point I only cause a fuss with you How did this happen, how could you do this Make me feel necessary and then make me feel worthless We had our problems, but I never thought we'd get here Now we're not progressing, petrified by our fears Now you're too far gone, I used to have a purpose Bloodshed when thugs cry, that's what this verse is Died so many times, that I need multiple hearses Left me all alone, guess it's a fact that I'm worthless [Hook] [Verse 2: Hiatus] Perfect to me, beauty in every feasible facet Problem is I was too damn blind to look past it Now I'll I'm asking, is for you to come on back to me I thought we had love, how could you ever turn your back on me But I was wrong and now you're gone, likely forever Even though there's nothing I wouldn't do to make it better How am I supposed to let go, we belong together All that effort wasted, everything it took to get her They label me a dreamer, I feel that's unfair Cause I'm only a dreamer Cause reality's a nightmare Bright side is now I'm prepared for anything I have to face Always been coordinated, so tell me how I fall from grace As soon as I'm out the picture, another in my place So much un-love in this struggle I begin to love the hate Ready to go, I'm taking residence in hearses Cause you looked me in the eyes and told me that I'm worthless [Hook] [Verse 3: Hiatus] Every friend that swore that they'd be lifelong So gone, so tell me how am I to feel at home When everything you care about is taken from your grasp And all they leave you is scars, cuz you were too attached They say "live without regrets," how can I do that When everybody gone and they won't come back Say it's a weakness, but this broken heart is proof That it's true that even thugs need love too So now you're gone and you probably hate me But I can't get over it, you're still my baby And you're gone too, don't have my back no more But even through abandonment I think I love you more Than the day before and that's what scares me If I'm this attached to everyone that hates me How am I supposed to escape my mental hearses When everything I love keeps on telling me I'm worthless [Hook]