Right Here, Too Much

(first performed at woodstock 94") Years of self denial make me put it inside And when it comes time to get real all I can do is hide Oh, I'd like to get out from underneath these walls Sometimes I look back at my life and I wonder if I've gone too far Because I wonder if I belong anywhere at all And I wonder if I belong to you Oh, I try to get out from underneath these walls But so many times I've reached out and I ... somethin' at all Because I wonder if I belong anywhere at all And I wonder if I belong to you Somethin' in your eyes sees right to me, right through me Like you knew me, I hope you do Don't wanna know about any of this horror Don't wanna feel all the pain in the world Don't wanna know about any of these nightmares Don't wanna stand alone in my room I think I'm ready to be pulled out I been hangin' round this place for so long - please get me out I'd like to have somethin' more to show than all this pain The things that go on in my life I can't explainn