Timeless

[Verse] I daydream about lavish living I daydream about sold out shows that came to see Andre Hickland But then I wake up and I realize where I'm sitting In a school where I'm conflicted and don't feel like I fit in These trust issues constantly testing my sanity I doubt the amount of faith I could put in trill family That's my circle I should tell them the shit that I'm dealing with But I put it to a pad spit and hope that y'all can feel the shit I stay quiet like I run with a crew of criminals Insecure despite the fact that I act like I'm invincible I roam the hallways and they treat me like I'm invisible I bet if I dropped dead only then would they become pitiful I get these weird looks everywhere that I go Trill Carl's name is being chanted from people he don't even know Honestly I'm not jealous I just always stay on the low When I'm just as talented coming at it with a different approach Tell me I can't play guitar because of my black skin It's stereotypical that I rap a battle I can't win They throw anything at me tryna under my skin So much I need to address that I don't know where to begin I'm starting to talk to people whom I never spoke to Loosing bonds with people that I once considered myself close to We go from friends one day to strangers the next Why you fail to acknowledge my existence got me feeling perplexed Love making mom proud but grades just ain't doing it Working a 9-5 the thought of it is ludicrous All that I got left is a dream and I'm perusing it Can't envision a life where I don't make it in this music shit I scroll through my phone it seems like everything's changing Now that I rap some people wanna treat me like I am famous Others disregard it like they don't know what my name it Hard to make moves when your caught between being loved and between hatred 3 am I fight the symptoms of benedril Perfecting my craft making sure every single line is aggression filled Being sure that when I do this creative juices are spilled And still I promise you this here is only being instilled Still they could never see my work ethic I'm working 24/7 like 7-11 to slaughter any skeptic My schedule is hectic my style is authentic I'm poetic I'm stay strapped with infamous crystal method I'll spit my ass of till I drop dead And say something impactful with the last words of my breath When there's a halo over my head I don't want to leave with regret I want every word that I said to be something you can't forget This is my passion addiction I'm only driven by ambition I want the world to listen that my one and only mission It's not easy everything that I've done was never a given They want me quit but I could never give in to submission Anyone doubting I refuse to even mention When you see me at the top maybe then will you pay attention I don't need your hoes, ya money and I don't need all that attention All I need's my squad, a pen, 20 dollars and elmont sessions