Wish You Could See Me

I wish you could see me crying like a baby Grieving not believing he's on a machine keeping him breathing He ain't leaving hell naw he's staying right here Hoping Im dreaming caught up in a nightmare Emergency technicians cut him out his clothes So they could see tha bullet holes put tubes up his nose I suppose I'm suppose to be strong but damn that My boy was supposed ta live longer I'm remminesn bout drinking brews and smoking blunts Prayed for the first time in months God I know you cannot allow this madness to go on for so long But I think you proved you point were going to live right for now on His momma helped to tell me his fight was incredible But it's inevitable if he makes it he'd be a vegetable Raised nurtured him too much love Too sit and watch him hurt so him pulling tha plug I walked in seen him laying there Looked like he was sleeping lights was blinking machines wasn't beeping It was just me my homie had flat lined So I hugged him told him I loved him For tha last time [Chorus] I wish you could see me I wish you could see me Wish you could see me I wish you could see me Cruel intentions complicating doom Pulling for my partner in tha operating room Sewed him up put him in I.C.U The doctor told his family thieve done all they can do We had high hopes just knowing he'd pull through But he got this look on his face like he just knew He might not be able to come back I said squeeze my hand if you feel me he didn't react So that's one more homie that we lost to the late night [Rain Starting] Kill tha head light pull up at tha grave sight We were there twenty minutes seemed like forever it lasted His brother broke down his moms collapsed on tha casket See tha caretaker throw the first shovel of dirt I can't begin to describe how much that hurt I can begin to describe I ain't going pretend I can't begin to describe that [Chorus] In this game I don't lost some money but I can make my N's back I done lost some homies but ill never get my friends back Thick and thin we thought it wouldn't end But we were wrong son life does not go on Alone he died, He's strong I tried But even grown men cry sometime no sunshine Just gray skies tear filled eyes sad goodbyes Visualize my homies ride, [?] before he died he said Be patient it'll happen god ain't calling you to balling Stak you is meant for rapping be in shape For your life to end you wound up in the Penn For a mistake missed your big break So now Im trying not to die myself Choose my goals go for the gold and apply myself I felt pain for henrys; I stained middle ones hurt worst I see us putting you in the hearse The redwood casket all gold trim Three piece pin strip gators and brim I can here him saying straighten up, you got music to tend to Tell the country how we made good all that bad we been through [Chorus] Ohhhhh I wish you I just wish you Could just see me man I just miss you And I just wish you could be with me cause I miss you and words can't describe the pain That I have felt since you have been gone Since you've been gone long, long, long, gone Ohhh I wish you could see me