Stubborn Vice

[Intro] This is the only difference The don't practice what they preach I have more respect for a man who lets me know where he stands Even if he's wrong, than the one who comes up like an angel and is nothing but a devil [Verse 1] I don't work how I should, work like I oughta They say to be a novelist you read a lot of authors I really don't, I kinda think I know it all I'm cold, I'd much rather never be involved I'm not selfish, I don't aim to hurt a person And if we have an issue, we the worst it Cause I find the line of fire isn't worth it Why you playn dumb like you hangin' on the word? I'm not speakin' German, my memory isn't perfect I honestly forget, I have when you remind me Tired feelin' pressed, bottle my emotion Till the point I explode out of stress My brain neva rest [Verse 2] This nicotine makes it hard for me to take a breath Works like a savior, but confronted with the stress A mess, I know the squares come on life short like bike cuts [?] Couple with the vodka to cool my esophagus Girls are all in need of alcoholics anonymous I smile to respond I was under control Ho, lines can easy become premature I cussa, back when I tell her who I ain't fuckin' It's ill, but I can't help it My good sense is fakin', but thinkin' streets above us I'mma stand up citizen if you let me tell her Bad habit's inescapable, like death That's all I got left [Hook] [???] It's alright [Verse 3] I'm impatient, if it's all the same to ya Lemme hit you when I make it Whether it's the beat or the rhyme when I design Need freedom It happened when it happened for a reason I admit that I can be a dick I need to take a pill, I'm agravated very quick Like a broke science, use the eye of situation to the eye I only have more just like it I had to quit lettin' the thoughts breathe Be yo own enemy when you can be a star in the ball league But gettin' played [?] did not stale You either attract or you repel [Verse 4] Optimism only seem to work when you prevail My sinisters [?] will keep a firm grip upon my will Puttin' off today without never do the next Cause [?] lazy you jsut wanna chill Worst habbit, neva have to speak without feel Discourage the art of anything without a zeal A con woman told me no supress from [?] That are neva pressed forward by making retreated steps Habit of insecurity, always feel it in there She said"'work from your chest till you draw your last breath" Retire to the latter and crash for all you slept Cause my self loathing couldn't process what she is says [Hook]