Antyesti

[Verse 1] Ain't it crazy how they hate you Then they love you then they hate you? Then they take til you take ill Take pills and stay chill Say it ain't real While I got faith still I done seen first-hand just how the hate kills And how the rain feels On a sunny day when you would pray for it Still hear your voice through the distortion Lone insomniac fighting evil forces Tried to penetrate the fortress Quickly morph you into corpses Entertain the devil's courtship Caution I loved once and quickly lost myself in cost of Everything Anything I wanted was in reach but I just forfeit Fucking lost it [Chorus] For once I feel free Like a dead body body floating downstream Will this river take me to the sea Or will it grab hold of my body and rip apart my skin? For once I feel free Like a dead body body floating downstream Will this river take me to the sea Or will it grab hold of my body and rip apart my skin? [Verse 2] Stuck in flux Fuck it's what I'm in Just a construct of sins Projected on environments I'm in Mixing gin in bad proportions Had a conscience, kinda sorta But now it's way past 10 And all these bottles settled in Tell a friend to tell a friend Imma need some help on getting in Cuz my legs don't work when I'm this hurt Don't tell my girl, it's embarrassing In my mind just a fragile kid Could drink and smoke til my lungs go broke And none of y'all would give a shit Don't give 2 shits about me So Imma keep it pretty like 2 chicks around me Of the red-boned variety As the poison drip from they acrylic tips Knee deep in pussy, I'm surrounded Astounded I ain't aroused yet For once I feel free [Chorus] Free up Free up Love yourself Fuck people Free up