Losing All Sense

When I woke up today I was so bound To a memory cut long ago I could hear all your words echo on down And then my heart rate dropped to a crawl Move too fast Here we are Can't let go Take the past Own your scars Let it show Could I ask of you not to cut into me Dividing all of my body for me I was left here to go through all the pieces Nothing more to spare I keep looking for reasons to come 'round To make sense of your internal row But it's a maze and there's nothing to be found It just leads me away from my end goal Move too fast Here we are Can't let go Take the past Own your scars Let it show Like a rogue wave you Wash right over me Losing all sense of what my body could feel I was able to drift away from here I have lost all control The cipher walks alone The cipher lies so long awake She can't help One night to lie so long awake Just thinking Just thinking It's too late