Scar Gardens

(Verse 1) Lay another one to rest in the valley of my shadows opened up Bury all my expectations for a semi-normal love And with it burning in my palms, massaging into my blood I try to fight away my urges "It's only gonna rope you up girl." Hear me, I know my capabilities of breaking In the only thing that saves you from the feelings of trust Believe the angel on your shoulder when she comes Cause your devil's so familiar, and mine will leave you flustered like... You count your tears like experience And me? Just another sunken dream trying to deal with it Calmly, reacting to every situation since you called me Head dug into my palms thinking she don't honestly want this And it's obvious yeah the sorrow sets it off Hypnotizing both of us into agreeing with the odds But in the dark I got a chance to fight it off Instead I sleep with the chaos that will wander down the same Path that I chose to walk on (Chorus) She said it took her all her life She’s steady looking at me like She caught a glimpse of something "I am not your paradise, girl" And with it in me Its better to save your wishes For the moment after sailing away She said it took her all her life She’s steady looking at me like She caught a glimpse of something "I am not your paradise, girl" And with it in me Its better to save your wishes For the moment after sailing away "I should have never even shown you" (Verse 2) What it’s like inside the world I keep a lock on Purple-hearted scar garden harvesting my thoughts song And with the chalk gone, the problem still exists At least the outline of its death prevents another fatal kiss But that's impossible neither one of us opted to be positive Stared each other in the face, and screamed until we lost it And the fire magnetically pulled both of us right on top of it Until one of us surrendered to rejection of the opposite And this is not a love song, I’m working out my problems The love songs what caused them, now i’m stuck and trying to solve them And its all forever tarnished From beginning to the end You use my smile as an ashtray and inhale its ending scent Let it go, please let it go this will kill you Reinventing us is not a miracle we still do and Just as certain as I speak it to you now I know I’ll wake up on the left side on the other side of town Listen!.. (Chorus) (Bridge) "I am not your paradise, Girl" "You should have never even asked" "I am not your paradise, Girl" "I should have never even showed you" Baby, I can't make this right now... (4x) (Chorus)