Rebecca

[Verse 1: Grieves] It's been awhile since I spoke like a human Haven't seen you in over half a decade And haven't talked since I moved And the home town harmonies telling me you've been bad Grieving over the fact that you're losing your baby's dad But it's not just that, you're farther into the crack Heard you're walking a track and marching into the trash Fuck praying, cause I've been silent for years I'm sick of trying to be a man about it; hiding my tears And fuck the judgment, I've got a messed up past But when asked and confronted, I'mma shut down fast And the truth is, girl I cry when I think of you And write a million songs that I'mma never get to sing with you Talk about the places I'mma never get to bring you to Show you what it's like to build a life and learn a thing or two What hurts me is that I love you, cause you're my older sister And the girl that I grew up with, c'mon [Interlude: Thanksgiving dinner in Grieves past] Today's is thanksgiving November 24th 1988, you're about to see the new puppet show, ta-da! (Indistinct girl talking - Rebecca) [Verse 2: Grieves] Mom's shuts down when I ask and dad's so sad That I don't know if he's ever gonna get past it And really (hi dad), I'm finding it hard for me to manage Any close relationships without the fear of vanishing All of this has been hard, I ain't denying it I'm writing down this song as a product of my environment But listen, they say that family is everything It's more than just a house, two dogs and a wedding ring It's blossoming life and standing up to anything Trying to take the people that you love from what it's meant to be Yeah, so then where'd you go? Prisoner in your body quarantined from your soul And I know those drugs got you out in the cold Got you spitting in the mouth of those showing you hope So, if you'd ever come through to your senses I'll be right here, waiting for Rebecca [Audio of home movies plays]